Life-Only-One

I'm Back!

2009-05-09T19:26:00.004+08:00

The most memorable thing I'd done within the past 24 hours:

NIGHT CYCLING!!!!
8th may 730pm to 9th may 730am!

Thanks to the rain we get to sleep 1hour (:
but we missed so much activities ):

I didn't regret going at all. Though my mum was like violently against it. And i was partially traumatised with my 'superb' cycling skills. OMG it's damn fun (: Thanks seniors for organising!

oh wells 2+hours of sleep doing PI and 1 hour of sleep during night cycling. It's time to hibernate.

Random note: Why is my initials PW?? I really hear lots of pple cursing at me. That's bad ):

Oh i miss you dear. And you. And you.

Valentine's Day

2009-02-15T20:57:00.004+08:00

So many things, yet so little time.

Valentine's Day was a blessing in disguise.

I spent my time with MFBA friends in the morning and afternoon, bringing the elderly around chinatown.

I spent my time with ex-cedarians, 4H, CL juniors, seniors, teachers... at the Fiesta in the afternoon.

I spent my time with YanJie for dinner.

I passed by New York, New York! and it brought back so much memories.

But never have I thought that these people whom i met yesterday.... When will we meet again? I missed them.

HOLI!

2009-01-18T13:21:00.002+08:00

Oh that was such an emo post. (Referring to the previous one)

I shall update on my holiday activities soooon!!! Including how i spent my not-so-boring but not-very-interesting 17th birthday!

Oh dear. i'm 17?!?!?!
I didn't say anyth, so those pple who are slightly more matured than me....

Date-Up.

2009-01-16T23:28:00.006+08:00

What happened PEIWEN!?!?

Despite being discipline and doing up small little notes to motivate myself, I still failed to live up to my goals. Different people have different expectations.

Looking at the bright side, I'm very happy with my Bio and Phy results. I would have to say that i've put in tons of effort in Bio (: But i shall give some stupid excuses of being complacent in terms of my disappointing language grades.

Many of my friends commented that I shouldn't be too upset over it as i've already done my best. Like what i've told Geraldine, there are different levels of 'hard work'. I guess my level is still not there yet.

However, i'm still happy for CEDAR! We'd produce the best results in 52 years! MSG of 9.0! That's ~~pretty~~very cool! (and did i mention that my class's MSG is 7.6!! *Faints *)I'm so proud to tell everyone that. i've used a calculator and pressed the no. of pple that obtained 6,7,8 points....And the no. is REALLY really huge. I'm really happy for my friends who had done well! Cause they had put in loads of hard work too! (: (:

Oh wells, it's over. I managed to get over with it within a few days.
Now it's time to worry about posting. I'm into a game of risk.

THANK YOU,
YanJie, Siying, Mabel, Shengling, Shixuan, Aonan, zoey, Joanne, Krystal
Tenghui, Shan, Jan & Yvfynn, Farhana, Sharmilee, Beeyee, Mdm Jac, simin, chunshu, miss wee, lynna.
For asking about my results and well wishes. (And those who saw my pathetic and ugly state at the hall, thank you for comforting me)

THANK YOU,
Boonhui, Yanjie, SEOWYEE, BROTHER, shengling, aonan, Beeyee, Johnivan, geraldine, aonan, Jan & Yvfynn, simin.
For offering your help and giving me advices on my choices.

THANK YOU,
MFB Council Members, for granting me the bursary and helping my family financially.
Jan&Yvfynn, for your continual care and concern. I've enjoyed listening to all your advices and also the supper session at bedok that night!
Cedar SAC, for granting me 4years of assistance, especially the Olevel fees and school textbooks.
CEDAR, for being my 2nd home. For giving me so many opportunities to grow and that I'll never regret entering.
4Heroes, for the 'stress atmosphere' that motivates one another to do well in our academics. My classmates, esp yj, sx, and my table partnerS, sl, iw, rq, bh. For making lessons enjoyable (as most of the time was spent laughing at ____).
my dedicated TEACHERS, Mr Sng, Li Laoshi, Mrs Chia, Mrs Lim, Mr Yau, Ms Tan, Mr Chia. It proves why when i was a junior i was so jealous that sec4 always get the best teachers.
my FAMILY, Mummy,daddy, gorgor. For not giving me stress during the Olevel period and always giving me the freedom to do what i like and make my own choices.

Lastly, MYSELF. For self-motivating and resisting to temptation. HAHA.

Oh wells, i've got nothing to add. Maybe i could prepare some speech for CNY to handle with all the 'similar' questions. Joey is funny, he said just write your results on a piece of paper and hang it around ur neck. So when ur relatives ask about it, just say: Neh, it's all written here. You can even include your choices of schools. I thought that was pretty creative.

Oh i think i have lots of cute friends. I had a very hard time thinking of the choices for my school. It's extreme tough when my first 2 choices are dependent and risky. As long as the COP decrease by 1, that's it man! And when i told my friends about my first choice, they keep telling me that i will surely get in, don't have to worry so much. Hmmm, partly bcoz they don't really understand the situatiion, but also bcoz they didn't want me to think too much abt it.

Mawai Eco Camp!

2008-12-15T00:14:00.004+08:00

Missing In Action

2008-11-17T13:44:00.004+08:00

GRADUATION PHOTOS (edited)

Sun tanning session anyone?

I've loads of things to blog.
Where should I start with......

MISSING

2008-09-28T12:51:00.000+08:00

4 more days of lesson in CEDAR.
22 more days to doughnut.

The bad news is time flies.

The good news is you’re the pilot.

I do not have control over everything.
But i definitely have control over something.

WEIRD QUIZ

2008-09-05T12:18:00.004+08:00

Tagged by Chun Shu & Zoey
LOL I think this is a funny quiz, that's a more polite word that i can think of.
I shall make it as mature as possible.

1. if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
~~Slap him/her and say goodbye~~ Shock/angry/puzzled. Find out the truth and act accordingly.

2. if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
~~To hope that pigs can fly, so that i can fly like them too~~ To lead a happy life with my loved ones & those who love me, and to hope that everyone in the world will be happy and to reduce disparity between rich and poor.

3. what will your dream wedding be like?
To be happy with my spouse.

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
I guess it's natural to feel a little bewildered. But i thought what's more important is to treasure the present & to start a little planning for my future? (:

5. what's your ideal lover like?
ROMANTIC! Makes me happy and 'appealing to my eyes'. AHAHA

6. Which is more blessed? loving someone or being loved?
I guess being loved? And not knowing it.

7. How long do you wait for someone you really love?
~~till the sun sets? to eternity and beyond?~~ Till i don't think it's worth the wait. Keyword: Worth

8. if the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?
Er why the word secretly? Oh wells if there's still chance i might fight for it. But i'm not suppose to break people up right? Aiyah no experience in this area lah.

9. is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
ER. There's always a little portion of worries that will make me think of everyday. Needless to say the big doughnut add on to it too.

10. is being tagged fun?
Frankly no. But it depends. HAHA

11. how do you see yourself in ten yrs time?
26 years. Having a job that i will really enjoy and dedicate myself in.Time to earn big bucks! + In a relationship.

12. who are currently the most impt people to you?
Family and Friends

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Haha i bet you are excited to see this.
Chun Shu: Smart, (have the smart look too) Serious in work, Friendly. A future 女强人?? HAHA
Zoey: Hyper at weird timings. Nice person to be with, another 女强人?? HAHA

14. Would you rather be rich and single or married and poor?
It depends on the extent. How is rich and poor defined? In Singapore i guess no one is poor. ok i shall put it as majority of the people is much well-off then those who are really suffering in the world? But since we studied GE development, we know that wealth = high level standard of living , but not = high level quality of life. So it REALLY depends lah. But I want to be married. So if i really have to make a choice i would rather be married and poor. But of course overall happiness has to be taken into consideration (: ~~LOL am i making sense?~~

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Open my eyes. And closing again. Another situation would be, open my eyes REAL BIG, stare at my handphone screen and jump out of bed.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
No experience. Don't think so.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Who are they? LOL The first person that i think of when i'm lonely?

18. What type of friends will you like?
One who takes responsible of her actions and willing to admit his/her mistakes. One who can entertain me. HAHA.

8ppl to do the quiz: Spongebob, Patrick, Kingkong, Barney, Ah Lian, Ah Hua (pronounced as huey), Jay Chou, Angela Zhang.

On Hiatus

2008-08-30T12:06:00.003+08:00

SMILE ERP??
ops i meant PRELIMS (:

HEY! Just had a reunion with a long lost friend, her surname is examinations, u can call her PRELIMS(with or without an s).
Preparation for Prelims was spent at AMK library, Toa Payoh Library, bishan CC, 448Macs and HOME. Suddenly have this urge to publish a book titled "Dummies guide for studying in AMK library". Still compiling my expriences for it.

Why study out you might ask? Haiz...Long story....
I used to study at Teck Ghee CC. It's the best location for me, just a 5min walk, air-conditioned, most of the time on silent mode and closes at 9.30pm, not so crowded...etc.
Till one fine day when they decide to convert the study room to some chess room for people to learn how to play chess...!@#$%
HAHA talking abt study areas reminds me of 1 place that i studied for EYE 2006 (Sec2). My area was having renovation, so they built study rooms and resting rooms for residents who might want to utilise the rooms. There was once a period which i went to the super ulu and scary study room. Occationally there will be a bunch of stupid boys that will pay me a visit. And unfortunatly i had to share the room with them. Why call them !@#$ boys? They thought they are jay chou or andy lau you see...

And this funny thing happen, okay maybe it's just coincidence but i just find it TOO....funny . The day when i studied for geography paper, there is this bunch of people that came in to disturb. I dunoe what they did, but i think i was on the verge of stomping out of the rooom?? can't really remember.(there was once a group of people thought i was from China and speak cheena chinese to me and speak to me totally in CL and happily thought i dun understand EL, thanks....) ANYWAY the climax is i scored highest for geography for my class! i scored 90+ i think. That was the 1st time i top in class for SOMETHING and got 90+ for major exam. YAYNESS! (haha i can still rmb charlotte got the highest, like 99 or 100 i think)

okay this is dry.

[Back to prelims] Studying at library was kinda fun (: Studying process for prelims seemed the same as MYE. hmmm how come? Anyway the more i study the more i think the process of studying is most vital. U musn't dread studying. Since there are still like a few more years of mugging.... Amazingly, i feel very relax when i study in the library, and there wasn't really any distractions(some irony here) so i can study throughout. Everyday i sat with new people in the library, majority are studying for exams like me, mostly sec4s and J2. And i get to eat super delicious ba chor mee in the afternoon at the 728 market!

Let me see. English, HMT, AM2, Bio2, orals, SS, Phy2, Chem2, GE, EM1, AM1, Bio1, EM2, Phy1, Chem1

Most stress day goes to 14/08! Whereby i have AM2, Bio2, Oral, left school at 4+ and have to study for SS, Phy2. Mind you, AM2 and Bio2 are 2 tough papers.
Most unconscious day goes to 18/08! Whereby i didn't really finish studying Chem and GE,despite long weekend, so didnt catch enough sleep that day. that kind of feeling is so SH*TTY.
Phy1 was rather terrible. Qns were tedious and unfortunately i didn't manage to complete. The last 4 qns was tikam and sadly the day before i manage to confidently solve 2nd last qn on LDR, and i missed it. Cedar puzzle box was easy and i didn't even have the time to play with it. In total i tikam lots of qn and doubt I'm gonna get my 1 since Paper 2 was worst as i didn't finish too. Complacency kills peewee. I didn't study much the day before and tada!
It ended as fast as it began. And Prelims is over.

Beijing Olympics 08/08--24/08
Prelims 12/08--25/08

BOO! What good timing. Silly me didn't watch opening, i did watch but i started watching at 950? When the countries are marching in. But still manage to catch a few gold medal matches for Badminton, TT, Volleyball, T&F,boxing,diving. I think Wang nan is cute and Zhang yi ning is cool! Lin Dan is super pro! Phelps is mad. Then there was the controvesy over foreign talents clinching the silver medal for Spore.

There was this runner that completed 5000m in 12+min. i told my brother:
PW: Eh, i got 15+min for NAPFA leh. So throw face....
Bro: and it's only 1.6km (1600m)
PW: No it's 2.4km.

Fine. Still throw face compared to the runner.
SALUTE to all atheles! Well done and i really admire your spirit and peserverance.(eg. marathon runner!)

REWIND

Racial Harmony Day 21/07
OH! It's a month ago. Wore SARI(or saree) and transformed to a 小印度 (little india). Thanks Geetha (: Had half day due to...OH, due to the excellent achievements by cedarians (ie the sports & games achievements). Well done. Bad timing again, wore sari for like 3 hrs only? It's ok, at least i get to experience how it feels like to wear sari.

National Day Celebrations 08/08
Collected the Meritorious Award and the 1st half of the morning was super glued to other recipients (btw,Thanks 侯老师!) AHH!! My nice hair was marching that day and THANKFULLY my feng shui was pretty good and had a good view of her. Iwen even zoom the photo of her face for me to see. LOL. Good job for all the participants for both indoor and outdoor performances. Especially band, RCY, dance.
The night before, i told myself: how i wish history could repeat itself, and i can spend the celebration just like last year. But i know it will never come true. Regretted not joining my class in the celebration, only join them when everyth ended, Diao. I was partially high-ing. But the feeling just receded. Half of the history almost repeated, but it didn't.

>>>>>>>>FORWARD

Teachers' Day Celebrations
Was already cracking my brain on Friday as i was determine to give my teachers SOMETHING to thank them (sadly i don't really remember doing much for my teachers for the past 3 yrs). Wanted to do something a little more special...But just don't have the ling gan(inspiration). Plan to give something useful so that they can use it or at least not chuck it in their storeroom. In the end still gave them something quite useless. HAHA. Last min work is unbearably tiring and torturous. Shopped on Wed and started preparing on Thurs. Only started to chiong at 9pm? Dilly-dally in the morning and thought there was still plenty of time and typed the letter slowwwwwly....*TSK*TSK* In the end rushed till rather late and both parents started to nag (as in i understand it was for my own good, not blaming my parents for nagging haha). Anyway i just found out that my 'curfew' is 2am. HAHA SUPER MA yanjie did till 330am. LOL. I was super tired when i woke up and had to rush to edit and print the letters as my bro was using the com the night before. Thankfully i wasn't late (:

Celebration was like usual, You know I have this burning question in me when i watch the celebrations.
Are you happy teachers?? Do you feel appreciated?? By the school and us?? That your hard work is worth it??
Sec4 teachers really rock my socks as they are super pro in teaching and put in tons of efforts for the class.
SALUTE TO ALL MY TEACHERS. I believe I'm a very obedient and good student in class who doesn't cause any trouble to all my teachers *grins*

Here are 2 quotes to share:
"I like a teacher who gives you something to take home to think about
besides homework." ~Lily Tomlin as "Edith Ann"

"The best teachers teach from the heart, not from the book."

Good teachers are hard to come by.
I'm still looking for 1 that i can really share my worries with. Or one that will inspire and impact me.(Mr yau is quite suitable for the latter category)

Holidays are here. Agree that we should continue with the momentum of studying. Owners is on ourselves. lol

Random:
1. THANK YOU mayanjie for accompanying me. And I definitely want to play badminton/other games next time! Feel relax after exercising. And i really think I'm very mean at times. I dunoe. HAHA
2. I still owe many people bdae presents. oh dear. And yes i have been thinking of it since T3W1. Serious. But i don't feel like buying. I feel like making (:
3. Big O's remind me of the doughnuts
4. I really think appreciation and affirmation is important in life (after viewing a touching scene in class, ok not so touching but heart warming) A short comment can meant a lot to a person/team.
5. Thank you class comm for doing the presents for Mr Sng and Mrs Lim. Namely Joanne, boon hui, shixuan, magesh, fiona, lydia + others who have helped (:
6.More photos for express yourself day

Apology, ~~i have already tried~~ i didn't really try to make the post a little more interesting and humorous. (Like after 1 month, all my humorous neurones have died?)
So i guess nobody lasted till reading this line of the blog post and have already press ctrl+W staring at the ever so boring post.

Till next time.
Thanks for those who tagged (:

Express Yourself Day

2008-07-06T23:20:00.004+08:00

CEDAR'S EXPRESS YOURSELF DAY!!!

We had our usual lesson (except that last period was assembly) but throughout the day i felt so uplifted and happy!! Haha assembly was super cool as compared to the usual ones. The day before was soooo tiring. Had to rush English TA, Bio skill 3 practise right after PE lesson after school. Then have to complete math formula test and go for invest.

Then i 'happen to' go to bugis with 4H to get stuff. It was tough for 7 of us walking through the crowd. Someone treated me like a Pontianak and shun away whenever she sees me. Shop till super late and decided to get the suspenders for 12 pple. It was ex ): Boon and I feel in love with checkers shirt!!

Had to burn midnight oil to do math. Haiz...fuel prices are rising...should start to decrease the amount of oil use...

So on Friday morning i took 135 and almost went to the maris busstop. Thank god i manage to wake up and walk back to the woodleigh bustop.

It was such a rare opp to see the tchers performing. They are the more 'enthu' ones. the rest are just seated at the back. Aww... Ms Thang looks so cool. Haha and when the tchers were doing the catwalk, i felt as though i was in the superband live or someth, so many cameras were videoing the performance down.

oh yes, i agree with grace's and geetha's opinion that express yourself day, should be a day to wear someth tt express ourselves, there shouldn't be a theme or class theme etc. As in, we are not really expressing ourselves anymore. Oh wells. But the school definitely manage to raise a sum of money, i thought it's a smart idea.

Saturday,
Went to AMK Lib for CE project, Kembangan CC for meeting, then the skipping challenge (:
Thank you grace, xinying and yanjie for going.
I'm the lousiest lah! But it's ok, at least i did my very small part to help.
Didn't know 5min of skipping could somehow kill me since after 2.4 nothing was as vigorous. Haha sound abit loser. But i was tempted to take the skipping rope home :p

Bleh, off to do my work.
Owe so many pple bdae presents!!! Oh dear.

Such an uninteresting post. HAHA, last min work is always like this (:

CL EXCO

2008-06-21T00:47:00.002+08:00

I think this is random but,

THANK YOU CL EXCO 2007/2008!!
I LOVE ALL OF YOU TO BITS!

.AONAN. ZOEY. YANJIE. ZISANG. CHEKSEEN.

It's been a short (but somehow long) and tough year.
All in all, I believe we had the ups and downs.
Happy moments, angry moments, frustration, tiredness, pissed off (lol) etc.

I regret if i'm not able to lead all of you well. Deep down i know that, and i couldn't even resolve the misunderstandings(if any) or the acid-alkaline relationship that was awkwardly present.

I didn't receive any feedbacks though, but i guess u guys didn't want to 'hurt me'.
Maybe it's time for criticism. Even HL didn't do that to us or me. Is that why i didn't improve?

I seriously would like to thank every single one of you, for committing your time and effort in the CCA, apologies for those last min tasks which may have drive you crazy, i do not know.

All of you has helped me to become a better person, and i really enjoyed working with all of you. (Though i may be a little frustrated at times, but let bygones be bygones)
I hope one way or another i have helped you too (:

Currently I'm rushing through my testimonial for Sec4 graduation.
Have to make it a good one since it's for ME.

Let me see...
Testimonial Preparation....
"Do not be too modest or embarrassed in your self-assessment. The name of the game for a testimonial is praise of positive qualities. So please do not hold back in revealing all your positive qualities. At the same time, do not lie and make up false examples. Your integrity is at stake here."

I wonder what will happen if i use my friendster testimonial for this....

Hey YOU! Yes you! The one reading this word.
If you want to help me in my testi, it's simple!
Just start to praise me, name out my positive traits and qualities and best supported with an example.

Oh dear. I can't believe school reopens in 25hours time.

OH YAH!
Wednesday was 4Heroes BBQ~! And happy birthday to Yvonne and Lydia!
Thurs went to school then to LIB then to woodlands!
Haiz, everytime when i went back to help out with MFB, i will always recall the time spent with them. So dearly miss the moments we had. Somehow you see your shadows behind the new batch of pupils. Kinda cool. Jiayou SUMMOSA! (: It's cool talking to Yvfynn. She makes me think a lot.

I will make sure i love studying (:

OHYAH! I feel like inventing a "SHUT UP!" sign. So that i can throw/hang/paste on super inconsiderate people without having the trouble to tolerate the nonsense.

This bunch of people from ABC school (yes i know the name of the sch) who are SUPER irritating in XYZ CC reading room. They play cards in the room, laughing at the top of their voices and treat us like casper(s)/or maybe danny phantom. The only act that they were considerate was to smoke outside the room. As if they dare to do it inside.

This bunch of prople from DEF school (yes i know the name of the sch), they spent 70% taking about tom and jerry going to the movies and 30% on electrolysis.

After this post, i believe no one dare to study with ANG PEI WEN again (:
Ok maybe i'm just too sensitive, but i still have great tolerance you see.

写给女朋友的歌

2008-06-13T11:19:00.009+08:00

Let me translate my title here (in case i'm accused of being ******)
写给女朋友的歌= A song written for my girlfriends (:

Last Thurs and Friday I attended a course, learning how to compose lyrics and stuff. It was quite beneficial (and the food was nice too btw). It's just so cool to attend stuff when you don't know anybody there and unfortunately i suspect i was the oldest person there ):

Manage to finish writing the lyrics till i guess about 1am(it's considered very fast, when have you heard pple composing a song within a day). Ok, cause i thought everyone would go home and complete it, like the whole song with 3 verses, but i didnt know we were only suppose to just finish 1 verse. Oh wells i think i thought i was still in the Cedar environment mood whereby everyone will put in 200% in their work.

I thought it was the coolest day of my life so far in sec4 life. Serious.Nobody will know why except me :p
The sense of satisfaction was rather high. And i was getting a little yaya(translate: yaya=proud) already. HAHA

Click here:
http://yzone.omy.sg/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=465&Itemid=57
(Do not view the vodcast)

Listen to this:

This event is the collaboration of HCI and CDAC.
I would like to thank CDAC for giving us the opportunity to attend the courses.

I will dedicate this song to all my Nv Peng You aka mostly sec4 friends.
Will do it after the Os! Haha getting excited =p

Recently fall in Love with Lin Yu Zhong's Lin Yu Zhong (:

Hibernate

2008-06-04T23:01:00.003+08:00

I finally have the itch to blog =)
Aren't you excited to see what i have lined up in my post? HAHA!
I apologize but i've decided to blog a BORING post. YES, my definition of boring post is one that illustrates what i do in my life like everyday events even those insignificant ones since i'm leading a not very super adventurous life not like what Alvin Pang went through (i thought his life story was cool).

Let me start in chronological order...lets go back to 11th May...(sun)
MOTHERS' DAY! and i happily prepared: Pineapple rice, old cucumber soup with pork ribs and mee sua (vermicelli). All were inedible except the pineapple rice. I thought i was considered quite sincere...but of course i wasn't since i only went to parsa to shop at 10am in the morning. I was disappointed with myself ):

13th + 14th May (Tue+Wed)
Got back my 9 Papers. My languages kind of **** cause i got B4 for both English and HCL. That's terrible-ly sad cause i started to get worried about my L1. I aimed for L1R5-6points for MYE. You shall guess how much i got.
I am determine to score better or make improvements especially to SS/GE and HMT. I MUST IMPROVE DURING PRELIMSSSSS!!!!! I saw something which struck me: "The brick walls are not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something. Because the brick walls are there to stop the people who don’t want it badly enough. They’re there to stop the other people.” Dr. Randy Pausch

Do i really want my 6 points badly? Alvin wanted to get away from his ah beng friends and want to get education badly, that's why he succeeded in doing so.

Subjects	1^st Combination	2^nd Combination
English Language		(:
Chinese		(:
Higher Chinese	(:
Additional Mathematics	(:	(:
Mathematics	(:	(:
Biology	(:
Chemistry
Physics	(:	(:
Combined Humanities (SS/GE)	(:	(:
L1R5

HELP! 1? or 2?

16th May (Fri)
Went to shop for farewell presents!! (:

17th May (Sat)
MY First Break cohort 4 1st Meeting. Glad to see cohort 3 people once again! And also other cohorts people, Jan and Yvfynn and the council members.

20th May (Tue)
Mummy's Birthday! Was typing farewell letter that night. Amazingly i could have submitted Ruoyu's letter as my GP assignment cause i wrote about 1500+ words. And most of them are quite boring cause it's all about work. HAHAHA.

21st May (Wed)
CL Sec 4 FAREWELL!! I thought the video was quite touching. HAHA! hmmm come to think of it i had many many thoughts before and after stepping down. I think of what I've gone through, i thought of Exco, i thought of what i've done for CL, i thought of understudies....Frankly speaking i thought i was a : "Try harder, you can do better" leader. I did nothing big for CL, i didn't bring our CCA's name to glory. (cause i thought TT and TL succeeded in doing that and i'm proud of them) I did not lead my team well. I wasn't firm, i didn't dare to scold them i didn't do what my heart told me to. I was frustrated at times (yah i guess many of us were) and i told myself to 'ren3'. I don't know it's because i had given up or i thought friendship was above all else.

But i am still thankful for the opportunity. Thank weiling, previous exco and teacher IC. This position somehow made me grew, i learnt many many things which i doubt i would learn if i'm just a ordinary member. Being in exco made me love CL more. I will never forget what weiling wrote, and i cleverly picked out the point and wrote in ruoyu's letter: Remember no matter what happens, even when everyone has given up, you MUST never give up at any point of time and bring the morale back. If the Pres give up, how can the club survive? 加油And strive to be the BEST Exco ever okay! Must be even better than US! HAHA Come to think of it, i love my letter. HAHA i meant the one i wrote.

23rd May (Fri)
Cedar Cross Country at Bedok reservoir! Shixuan's father fetch us there and it took only 20+mins! WOOHOO! And we reached at 6.50am, even earlier than going to school. This is the 'slackest' run ever, as i walked half of the distance of 3.5km. I thought i could jog all the way when i was overcome by peer pressure and the stupid thought that by walking...you will be able to enjoy the scenery better... Then went to TM (tampines mall) to celebrate Zoey's bdae and EXCO lunch! (: My stomach wasn't really active that day, maybe i wasn't used to eating cold cake first then the main dish, so i couldn't really get the rest of the food down. I felt to sorry for the 4 drumplets and 1 cheesy fish thingy ): After that we went to Jalan jalan at TM and played arcade. Then we proceed on to EXPO 24and finally reached home at about 11? Can't really remember. Amazingly my legs cause hold me through the day...Don't look down on my skinny and muscle-less legs okay....

24th May
MY First Break Meeting #2. Helped out with the video sharing thing. And i took Mr Sng's "how to do an interview" notes and just rattle the info that i highlighted out. Yong Xiang said the info was good. HAHA of course lah, i'm pro mah. Er, i mean i have pro teacher with pro notes ma...

27th May-30th May
Had extended lessons. I seriously don't mind having a-math, phy, chem lessons cause we don't seem to be able to complete the teaching by holidays. I don't want to rush through when school reopens ):
I randomly told yi fang and edward
PEIWEN: Oh i want to get a seat in the MRT so that i can sleep. You know i always like to sleep on the bus, once, i even drooled on my shirt....
Yi Fang: Oh yes, i really need to know that....

HAHAHA ! don't you think the reply was cool????

3rd June
MFB Pitching at CDC at 9am. Was shocked by the 'formal wear' that they were in, mine was just too 'casual wear'. I was confident of formosa, i thought the presentation and presenters were great. Serious. Anyway disappointment will not stay with them for long, and it will make them even want to do better next time. And i think we (alumni and SMU people) think a little too much, we thought that the team was very upset and tried to say those encouraging words and comforting sentences...But aren't we thinking too much? LOL Maybe they aren't that upset and disappointed as we thought they were, they are not some fragile glass bottles lah. But do you agree that those who felt more disappointed are those who put in more effort and invested their time for the pitching? (okay, i think i'm gonna get ham tum by saying this) Did reflections and i'm glad nana managed to say out what was bothering her, i believed she felt better saying them out.

Not forgetting, 2 guests speakers were Addison Kang(founder of cherry credits, person who brought maple story to Singapore) and Alvin Pang. Both came from humble background and went through a tough journey before getting what they really wanted do to in life. Addison's message: PASSION. In the world of business, if money is the thing that comes first, you are not likely to succeed. But if your PASSION for the business comes first, the $ will automatically come in. Alvin's message: Change your attitude, transform your life.

Yusin added something lame: IMPOSSIBLE. Split the i-m and p-o-s-s-i-b-l-e, It reads: IM POSSIBLE!!!! YAYNESS!!
(Addidas) Impossible is nothing, (Nike)Just Do it.

4th June
Went to study in the morning with Zoey, Suet Far and Jan. 1 good thing to study in school from what i've heard is that you get to receive FREE SWEETS from teachers!! HAHA. Rushed off to meeting in the afternoon. And i was totally ashamed of myself cause we were ****. It's like we are considered the most not important people, and the principal and chairman actually had to wait for us to begin. OH NO! I don't dare to elaborate here, in case i'm not allowed to. Anyway Mr Stephen Leong is the nicest man on earth!

The more you are nice, the more i will feel guilty, the more i will change. Is that suppose to be the theory?
No i think is: You are not a 3year old kid , u should be mature enough to see right from wrong. HAHA okay i'm talking rubbish.

Just now when i was queuing the best chicken rice ever tasted located at Bishan....and when i was my turn i ordered:
PW: Uncle, 鸭腿饭一盘。吃的。
Uncle: Huh?
PW:鸭腿饭一盘。
Uncle: 小妹，鸭饭在那里，这里是卖鸡的。(yes, the duck rice stall was just a stall away from the chicken rice stall)
PW: OH! (finally realised) Sorry sorry, 鸡腿饭! 鸡腿饭!
LOL, and they were laughing at me ):

And the funny thing is, the boy behind me ordered: Give me 2 Chicken(supposed to be 2 plates chicken rice). Uncle replied, 2chicken ah, $22.

I would like to thank:Xuepiao, yanjie, chunshu, esther, aonan, janice, yongxiang, edward, Boon Hui, Ivy, Siying, Soak Teng for tagging (: Thank you for paying a visit to the once dead-but-just -revived blog (:

MUGIRL

2008-05-07T23:11:00.005+08:00

Hello my name is MUGIRL on the 25April to 5May.
And Ang Pei Wen will still have this name during Prelims and 20 Oct to 13 Nov.

Let me share a lame joke...
You know everytime when we talked about killer paper And why... we wondered the papers didn't managed to kill them??

You cannot kill what already has no life.
Get it?

I think i'm just crazy over this. Sound so GAGA. Siao....
Mid-years Is over.

I had to declare something totally unbelievable: i actually enjoyed the period when I studied. HAHAHA ok sounded so hilarious, i guess my friends are laughing at me. Maybe except for the terrible day when i have to study CHEM GEOG tgt ):

I guess it's the feeling when you chiong the day before and the next day within less than 8 hours you sit for the paper and it's really thrilling when you know how to do certain questions but start to swear when you realise some stupid mistakes you made after being dismissed...Anyway we had to do it in the aircon-less hall for the 1st time. My feng shui wasn't that bad i guess. Just that i have 2 vibrators beside me which couldn't stop vibrating. I'm so tempted to ask them to stop shaking but i tried to turn in another direction while doing the paper.

WOOHOO! Next tue and wed getting back all 9papers! Hope my tissue pack wouldn't be of any good use.

Today had HCI, ACS(I), VJC talks.
It's rather obvious just from the presentation.
My aim is to take either 74 or 55 to school next year.
If you are kepoh and wanna check it out just visit http://www.sbstransit.com.sg/

I WANT TO GO TAIPEI, TAIWAN!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!! You know what's my first impression when i received jan's email??
I almost fainted lah! I keep saying : They are going taipei! x million
Though what my brother said was true...Maybe i would enjoy myself more at taipei, but i definitely will learn more in vietnam.

"MY First Break 2008 is back! This time we are heading to Taipei, Taiwan
from 8 to 14 June. Pre-trip will start mid-May after the exams and post
project business trip will start immediately when we come back from
Taipei"

Sadly...I was not able to go since 2 weeks of June holi will be extra lessons. I doubt i can commit in both MFB and Olevels. So yuppp. Had to let this wonderful opportunity brush past me...Ohwells, i still hope Yuxin will be able to become a mentor and also hope the new batch cohort 4 people learn as much as they can at taipei (:

Life in school is *********. I feel like screaming for ****. I guess it's just a silent scream.

EXCO 08/09 is coming out!
I really love my understudies! (:
I'm really glad to see the efforts put in and the love for the CCA.
I'm certainly proud of you all. But remember it's only the beginning.

Sports Day!

2008-04-13T12:18:00.000+08:00

OLE we know we're fine, Fine enough to blow your mind.
OLE we know we're good, so get on the floor and Shake it!

Give me an O-L-E OLE! O-L-E OLE!

Sports Day was...FINE. (sadz... no photo)
Walked to bishan stadium, and to my horror! Bishan stadium was super near my house. Set off at 6.44am, and walked to the stadium, then i met Ms WAN, who saved my muscles and lead me to a short cut to the stadium and i reached at around 7am. I didn't know there was a short cut to bishan stadium lah, if not i will be walking like an idiot from the mrt track and enter from the back.
Couldn't say it's very fun as i wasn't feeling too high and crazy.
I was thinking if it would be different if i had ran that day.
I SUDDENLY have the urge to run when sports day was over. Aww...
Anyway i'm proud of CL team! Cause i think they were great! I almost pee-ed my FBT when i realise it was Medley, 100m,100m,200m,400m with sports cca. Then i was relieved to find out that there are other CCAs too. HAHA

Thank all people who made an effort for Sports day, especially Lydia Rebecca, our dearest captains who were super stress and did so many stuff for OLE.

Went J8 for lunch with 4H.Ate the super-ex-but-no-choice have to buy Pepper Lunch. The food court just renovated and all the food are super duper ex. like $2 more than normal pricing.

Went back and slept like as if I've ran a marathon.

Thursday had 2.4km!
AWW, i knew i can do better....I got a C. If i ran 19sec faster, i would get a B.
though my aim was an A! Anyhow, i'm still frustrated when it comes to NAPFA as it will flash back to the super angry moment in sec2. (See archives if you are very kepoh to know the long long story) I mean i got 3 years gold but not consecutively 3 years...So i will still get a SILVER for NAPFA. AWWW! super angry.

WOOHOO it's another week of school again!
No more holidays till 1st May.

3years old

2008-04-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BLOGGIE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

My blog turned 3 on March! HAHA so sorry, happy belated birthday since it's already april now.

Last Friday 04/04....
Went through an exciting adventure in the morning whereby i was dragged on the road by the 853 bus(YES I WAS TRAPPED BY THE DOOR AND THE DRIVER DIDN"T KNOW) and totally embarrassed myself in front of the public. Which in the end i still couldn't get my butt in the bus. Then i made a wonderful decision of taking bus 135 and sadly missed the 2nd 853 bus. i decided to alight at the bus stop opp salvation army (before 135 turns in) and i only have a short 15min left to wait for bus 107 or 853 (which is highly impossible that it will come). And of course it's difficult to deicide if i should take the taxi too. While i was laughing at how lucky i was that morning and praying for a miracle to happen....There was this taxi that turned in the the bus lane and this maris guy flagged for the taxi and his hands caught my attention. I then moved my eyes towards that oncoming taxi and to my surprise it was a..... CEDAR TEACHER! i dashed towards the taxi and she asked me to come on board. HAHAHAHAHA am i dreaming?? nope! and i keep thanking her!!! HAHAHA sadly i don't know her name. And now the problem is....the time is 7.22pm. Do you think we can even reach on time even if we are on the taxi??? HAHAHAHA

I tapped my card at 7.27+pm and walked like some zombie to the courtyard. It was a scary experience.

At night it was Speech Day. Waited till we rot and started at 730pm.
Thankfully i sat beside yusin and joyce, if not i would really dozed off during the presentation....Thank my family for supporting me (: Didn't know they will be coming though.

Sports day this friday!!!!!!!
YAYNESSS!!! (:

Sigh

2008-03-07T23:56:00.006+08:00

你过得快乐吗？

This morning i was woken up by my mother's voice.
"Ah Mei, 起来了！六点半了！哎哟！七点了！"
(Ah mei, wake up already! it's 6.30! oh no! it's 7!!!)
With that, i was super shocked and sprang up, almost fainted when i saw 7.05am(5 min faster) on my HP screen.

I took 5 min to change to my uni, wear my shoes, change to my PE shorts, put my PE shirt in my bag, brush my teeth, grab my bag and $20, grab bread + 2bottles of water and get out of my house, and press the lift, and get down 5 levels and reach the road. (did i mention i didn't pee and comb my hair?) Oh yah, have to really thank my mum(: If not i will not be able to make it alone. I guess i will just go crazy at home.

Manage to flag a taxi within 1 min. (record time! i used to take like 15min to flag a taxi at 7am.)
At that time i was still not calm. I mean i did so many things, and so many thoughts went through my mind within 5 mins. My mother said i will be late but i told her if i can get a taxi by 15mins i wont be late. (i guess she thought sch start at 7.20am) I must despo-ly say that my heart and brain is haywire ): I guess that's why nonsense started to vomit out.

Me: Uncle Geylang Bahru. 你懂在哪里吗(do you know where is it)？Cedar Girls' school. (i thought i said Cedar girls' sec(and not geylang bahru), and previously all the taxi drivers have no idea where cedar is, so i asked him if he knew where is it...)
Driver: 你跟我讲当然懂啦。(Of course i know when you have told me.)
Me: Uncle 可以驾快一点吗？ (can you drive a little faster?)
Driver: 有车怎么快？没有车就会快啦。(How to when there are so many cars? Of course i can drive faster if there's no cars lah)

5mins later....Since i only wake up 5min ago without even washing my face, i felt rather cold. And the air-con was rather cold so in order not to freeze i said...
Me: Uncle, air-con可以不要这么冷吗？(terrible CL, what i meant was uncle, can you increase the temperature of the air con)
Uncle: 你要我关掉，车不是没有空气了。(If i switch off the air-con, there won't be any air in the car already.) ( i never ask you to switch off :( )

And he said something which shocked me to *****.....
Uncle: 为什么你的要求这样多？你活得快乐吗？(Why are you asking so much? Are you living a happy life ?)
Frankly at that point of time, i got a shocked out of my life..... (there's more to that, but i choose not to add on anymore....)

Now as i type this...I keep shaking my head and laugh.... I pondered about this. I really did. Cause i always believe in taking criticism and think why one said that. But i guess i'm stubborn. I think i'm not too much, and I dun have many wants in life, that's what i've always think. I've gave up many wants. Painfully i did. But...Maybe i was wrong. Humans sometimes don't understand themselves as much as others do.

I admit, sorry uncle that the way i speak is rather rude. The tone is rather disrespectful. Frankly, i have no idea why i said all these. I guess i was overwhelmed by the thought of being late. I guess i've never been so abnormal in the morning. But your words are a little too harsh. Then i start to put myself into a taxi driver's shoes. How hard they have to work to earn $$.

At 7.24pm, at AMK MRT i suddenly remembered the cause of waking up late. I set my alarm at 5.40pm (: Well done Pei Wen (:

But at least i wasn't late. I mean it is the last day of school. Imagine i'm late on the last day of school in term1 , when my aim is to maintain my records of 0 times late. I'm so close to it, yet i failed on the last day. I guess i will feel very upset too. I guess it's nothing so some people. Cause they are late for 3times or more.

Ironically i said this not really from the bottom of my heart. Uncle谢谢你 (twice) I just want to thank him for sending me safely there and i was on time. But of course my fumes were thicker than my gratitude...

End of Grandma Story (:

Read my Friends' Updated Blogs. I'm upset, bereaved, bitter, blue*, cheerless, dejected, depressed, despairing, despondent, disconsolate, dismal, distressed, doleful, down, downcast, forlorn, gloomy, glum, grief-stricken, grieved, heartbroken, heartsick, heavy-hearted, hurting, in doldrums*, in grief, languishing, low, low-spirited, lugubrious, melancholy, morbid, morose, mournful, pensive, pessimistic, somber, sorrowful, sorry, troubled, weeping, wistful, woebegone.

WHY? Why? Why? I wonder, You wonder, We wonder. Sometimes i think question mark is such an artistic symbol.

I felt as if i have no ******* in school. I felt sorry for my dear *******, as i failed to understand you and make you happy. I didn't feel the accelerating awkwardness until this period of time. And i feel like giving up *****. I've tried very hard not to. But you seem to force me to. I dont want hostility. Do you know i've swallowed how many breathes of anger and tolerated?I guess i've learnt something too (: I love the words : I grew.

And i don't seem to be very good in inferring. I have no idea what you are talking about. I really failed as a friend. And i continue to allow myself to fail.

1week Holidays is Here. I shall make it more of a (: instead of thinking ): when it's only Day1.
Everyone is going through almost the same process. I CAN DO IT! I need to plan! And i've proved that i can do it during OAC.

A candle loses nothing by lighting another candle.
Erin Majors

Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude.
Thomas Jefferson

LALALA

2008-02-24T20:46:00.001+08:00

Heehee, article on MFB Cohort 3

Valentine's Day!
It is More Blessed to Give than Receive (:
Gave Mallow Blast and Yupi Kisses in a VERY special way for 4H and my other friends.
Frankly i'm super proud that i can come up with such ideas. HOHO! And Valentine week was such a wonderful week whereby i get to shop! Though the only places i went was AMK and Toa Payoh. Bought Hershey's Cookies and Cream for 10 People + a made DIY clipper/peg!
Valentine week was rather terrible whereby monday slept at 2am cause of NE video. And i felt rather angry and sad that some of the video couldn't be opened, like hello?? People made the effort to do till 1am and because it can't be open and we forget abt it. And i'm so damn touched by the scholars one, it's like can see the effort they put in though none of them are singaporeans, we should be ashame of ourselves.

The day before Valentine, went to shop till 7.30 at toa payoh just to buy the red and white paper, when i was bathing i remembered i haven't buy the peg! So i felt so worried as it's already 930pm, i ran like mad to the bookshop and YAYNESS! it was still open! Went back and did my math homewk. Then begin doing the valentine present. Had to print the pic and make the paper for the class. Amazingly i slept at 1.50 and only completed 8pegs and 0(zero) postcards. HAHA did i mention we jogged 2.4km in the morning? And had Orientation in the afternoon? SO FUN!

In the morning on the 853 bus, i had to stick all the papers onto the postcards with my blue stick brand glue. Though it was embarrassing but i dun look like i have a choice, cause i will be so dead when i reach school. Reached school and continued sticking the notes and sweets. Have to do about 50 of them, plus 2 double sided tape for each card. And my classmates helped me with it, haha THANKS ALOT! (:

AND YAY! i manage to give out the cards during reading period!
And thanks for all the sweets and stuff! I felt rather happy is also cause i like the feeling of giving!

Oh yah mentioning about Orientation...
WELL DONE UNDERSTUDIES! (: Take all the comments as points to improve! I'm glad some of you all are getting closer to each other. There's still a long way to go...JIAYOU BA!

21 February
Went to watch Table tennis match, Cedar vs Raffles Girls. I really love Raffles cheer, the way they say 好球 is damn cool. Cedar is weird whereby we clapped and cheer(as in scream). I was really impress by 1 of the RGS player. Anyway we got 1st for Cdivision and 2nd for Bdivision. During the prize presentation, whenever the lady announced :Cedar girls! You can see all the boys covering their ears. HAHA damn hilarious lah! Jiayou for nationals!!! First time see Rong qi so stress. And that was my 1st time watching a table tennis match! SO COOL MAAN!! haha feel like watching other games too!

Updates

2008-02-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

Some Photos taken in Vietnam and Singapore (:

I"M HERE TO UPDATE!

Yes according to dictionary.com, to update simply means to bring (a book, figures) up to date, as by adding new information.

After i turned OLDER on 3rd jan, i received a few belated presents, yes Zoey i love love love your present (: it is one of the most meaningful bdae present i had in my life.

12 Jan, went to Townsville Pri to collect my edusave and bursary (:

17,18 Jan met up with Jan, Yvfynn, Teng and James for presentation preparation at CDC. Received a not so pleasant news on Wed. Fell sick on Friday after Physic remedial. Homoeostasis was not working and temperature didn't went back to normal. Had to endure during the rehearsal and went home and ate dinner at 9pm.

19 Jan, MY First Break Presentation to the council members. Went on quite ok. Can see that between the 3 of us, i think i put in the least effort, cause i didn't even rewrite my lines, i went to cut and paste it. And thanks a lot a lot to those that came to support us. Went to Changkat Changi Sec, and east point. Sang Bdae song to my bro.

Attended my 小舅母's wake in the evening.
I was actually very worried for 'ah jie4' and peijeng.

Those few days are considered one of the most difficult to go through days in Jan...

22 Jan, Had MFB alumni meeting. Haha i was the latest to reach there lah...so paiseh, everyone waited for me to start the meeting. Sorry guys....

23 Jan. Went to visit doctor after CCA. I thought i could have won the 'self-cure' process, but cause next week will be CNY, if i want to consume those irresistible goodies, i had to recover to eat them. 1 day MC!

24Jan. Though a 1 Day MC is granted, but i had to go to school to collect my Olevels MT results. So in the end i went to school at 11am. Had a good sleep though.

26Jan. My cousin Peiling's Wedding (she got married on 25jan)!!! Haha the food was rather delicious!
Met up with MFB people for dinner at Bugis after the wedding. (FYI, it is not a wedding dinner, it was wedding lunch) Glad to see them (:
27 Jan. Meet up with Shi Xuan to do podcast. HAHA quite cool leh! i mean you record your own podcast! we had a good time laughing after listening to our beautiful voices.

3 Feb. GREAT EXPERIENCED (: Helped out at Pipit Road/Cicuit Road area with the FOOD SAMARAITAN project initiated by HCI last week. (this is random, but the team that initiated this project consist of i guess all girls and 1 guy, and ALL the hwachong girls are all from CEDAR! includes evelyn, haha, i feel so proud of them!)HCI, together with Southeast CDC and NTUC fairprice provided around 1000 packages of food and 700 packages of non-food for the low-income and elderly in the area. The bag contains food like biscuits, milk, rice, sardine, canned curry chicken, mandrains, sweet potatoes, etc. And non-food includes dish washing liquid, detergent (clothes and floor), sponges, toothbrushes. We were suppose to pack the food packages and after that distribute to the elderly in the blks.

For us, These necessities are easily purchased from the supermarkets and are considered 'cheap' in our eyes. However, when the elderly received the bags, you will feel the satisfaction and gratitude they have. What turns my heart sour is the living conditions of the elderly there. OK, i admit i'm considered some stuck up teen which doesn't even know this kind of situation exist in singapore and longed to live in big big houses. The elderly are mostly living in 1 or 2 room flat. With only a kitchen and a living room. Yah, i feel so heartache whenever they open their doors and i see the conditions inside.

One uncle was sitting on the wheel chair and it was very inconvenient to move around, i really really pray hard that he's not living alone. I saw his bed in the living room and keep saying thank you to us.

Another auntie told us his husband had a stroke and was bedridden. She keep thanking us, and wish us all the best in our studies. Her husband was on the bed, keep on waving to us to show his gratitude.

Then i saw a video on Youtube uploaded by one of the HCI student. No offence but it was hilarious. But whoever that person is, i really wanna say that you rock! cause you tried your very very best to help that auntie, and guess what? i learnt someth from it! I learnt that is it so damn important to explain the things inside the bags to the elderly, which we did not do so at all. I mean some of them dun understand EL and CL, unless there's illustration, most likely they wont understand how to use the things that are given(esp the non-food). And our purpose is to benefit them, if they dun even know what we give them, will they even use it? The video just portrayed that the elderly have no idea what some of the stuffs are, and only after explaining in dialect then they understand. Oh wells, once again. I learn to be satisfied and treasure what i have (:

and haha, i appeared on TV for 2 seconds. Oh forgot to specify, is 'my butt' that appeared on TV for 2 sec. Daphne's FACE then appeared for 3 sec. HAHA
5 Feb. CNY recess with 4Heroes!!! OMG, my love for the class seemed to be accelerating! HAHA, and i'm really thankful for the teachers that went down to our mini celebration. And of course Astika for the pizzas!

6 Feb. CNY celebrations! I was the Games Emcee! HAHA, very fun!!!!!!! 1st time to be emcee for 8mins(diao) in front of school. Very fun being emcee, cause Cedarians reactions are just too funny! I mean i couldn't stop showing the shocked face when the cameraman threw the ball towards them. I have to thank ALL CL members for helping in many many many ways for CNY. The list of names is just too long. Every single one of you all plays a part! Do you know how worried i was for the backdrop. Glad everyth's over. HAHA

7,8,9,10 Feb. CNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Time for a good rest! (:

*Pardon for all the unglam photos.

LOVES,
Pei Wen! (:

I had a great time struggling on a few of the days in Jan.
Life is like a roller coaster. With ups and downs. Imagine a roller coaster which has straight railways, isn't it going to be so boring and unexciting? Just like life, i believe that it is the ups and downs that make it more meaningful. Unless you aimed to live a boring life (:

When i Turned 16

2008-01-06T11:41:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to PeeWee!
Happy Birthday to Me!! (: (Throws confetti)

Haha i Turned 16 on Thursday! I know i can watch NC16 shows, but i prefer M18 or R21. HAHA no lah JK.

This year's 16th birthday was rather.....
I dunoe I'm satisfied with what i have (:
It wasn't some big HOOHA but i certainly received many bdae wishes. (through different ways thanks to technology)
Was especially shocked by some sms-es when they had already extinct-ed in my contacts(but i nv forget you all lah) Zixin and Jasmine! HAHA

Changed my HP and no. (Bro got me as christmas and bdae present)

But the winner of the day is Yvonne Ng who sent me an sms on the 2nd jan midnight simply because she thought my bdae was on the 2nd. HAHA

Thank you to my family! 4H! Ex. 2i ! MFB! other Cedarians+Ms Wee! Townsvillites! For all the bdae wishes and presents (:
Suppose to have celebration with MFB on weekends, but it was too rush so had to be postponed to 26th, which i cannot make it. HAHA

The next few days will be super busy...With mainly CCA stuff (4days!) + Physics Test. (oh wells many pple are going through the same thing anyway)
And i've changed CCA stuff to be called HAPPY stuff! HAHA cause the word CCA is too stressful to see.

Sat will be getting my edusave award!! Yay-ness! But my whole day will be gone ):
Next next sat May be going back to CDC (speech) , nx nx nx Sat will be my cousin's wedding (:

Oh did i mention about my New teachers??
And jogging periods are cancelled? (replaced with extra PE + SELC)

Oh and i went our with MFB pple on 31st Dec to Escape in the evening, set converter, pirate ship, the water thingy with NUNU. And in the afternoon went out with family to eat Haagen dazz ice cream which cost $22.20. (Have $20 voucher you see)

Oh wells O's is coming real soon...
I shall motivate myself and say

I LOVE SCHOOL! 6Points HERE I COME!!!

Here is the encore of my thank you letter to MFB:

Hi Giving Carolz! and our Mentors!
This is my THANK YOU mail to all of you. Since 27 Dec MAY be the day last day we see each other. Shall say what I want to say before my memory deteriorates

To Daphne: My dearest GM cum duet singer! I will never forget the last night we spent at HCMC, enjoying sea breeze and singing jay chou song. Roy said we can sing leh! haha! And also thanks for providing ur house during the few meetings, i felt so paiseh when you have to help us wash the cups... Haha (: You lead us well GM :D

To Farhan: YO HEALTHY MANGKO! (bowl in malay, i have no idea how you spell it) Haha, you should be proud to invent MFB tag line: "HEALTHY!!" with thumbs up and brilliant smile. Thanks for bringing me to the bus interchange that day, if not i would be like some lost sheep stuck in bedok. OH and i guess you like to sing right?? Maybe you will be the next spore idol!! FARHAN FIRDAUS!

To Yifeng:HI SOTONG 1 !!!! I'm sotong 2!! You see i have to sacrifice my face and reputation to admit that i'm a sotong. But the whole team will understand who's the more blur one (: Haha ok lah, i apologise cause i always call you sotong....Dont take it too seriously...and also apologise for match making you....hahha and i seriously love ur 5 ***** joke lah! Thanks for helping us print the docs, sorry ah have to let you wait till midnight before sending you.

To Teng Hui: The serious and very serious teng hui....that's what i thought of you before the trip. You will always be the one on the right track while we start to digress. But didn't know you can be so crazy, but i have to frank with you that ur high pitch voice is causing severe noise pollution. HAHA. And you are a super great presenter! Thanks for doing so much for the team especially the slides and presentation, all of us can see ur efforts (: Oh yah, and i salute you cause despite living in Jurong/Boon lay area, i've never heard you complaining at all. Cause i'm someone who cannot 'tahan' going to far far places.

To Xin: XIAOXIN!! You are truly a great leader and teamate! You are someone whom i will shut up and listen to ur comments when you speak. Our team had a good start under your leading, WELL DONE! and you really contributed a lot to the team. Hope to see you and your Cassie dear at AMK hub in the future.

To Jacinth: BUDDY!!!!!! Like what you said, you never fail to make us laugh. And i'm really glad cause you are someone who loves to bring joy and laughter to people's lives. And you are a snorlax can! (a pokemon that always sleep) haha, but good lah, get all your sleep when you are still young. Stay cute and chubby Jacinth! You surely have a weird personality. Haha don't think too much okay, scared me in the hotel.

To Bala: BALALA!!! Thanks for guiding me for the AGM post, cause i totally have no idea what exactly i have to do until that day when you told me. Haha especially agenda, minutes, and keeping track of time. Thanks for being a good team mate and friend, still remember the days when we take MRT together? We are like some strangers lah, haha . And ur ARNITA! Why never buy the couple shirt from Art House??

To Sharmilee: MY STONE! (do the hand gesture) Remember that day when we sing the song Bad Day?? OH yah and listening to BLUE songs where you fell in love with one of the singer. And thank you for doing all the accounts and everything related to the $ sign. Cause i guess it drives you crazy...Haha Sharm Sharm! (: Thinking of you reminds me of the Sharmilee song...(Lyrics and Music by: Yifeng)

To Thinesh: Thanks for doing the accounts and list for the products, etc. And also at the Art House on the second day. It's really a tough job for the finance department, and all the best for your sec 4 life next year.

To Si Min: Thank you loads for providing the poster for us,thank your daddy for helping us! Hope u didn't take the logo stuff seriously, i mean when something goes wrong, everyone is somehow responsible for it, and i guess it's very rush so we overlook the matter. oh yah and thanks for asking your friends to support, especially the....er...weijian izit? Cause he actually stayed there quite long and gave us comments to improve our sales.Thanks for doing up the duty list and schedule (:

To Nurul Jannah: Nu3 Nu3 Nu2 Nu2! (Hanyu pinyin tone) Little Nunu little Nunu...Sorry ah nurul, but i can't stop laughing at this lah. Thanks for doing up the duty list and schedule! Sorry have to ask you to type and send us in such a short time. And i couldn't stop laughing at you and your jokes + bully methods. And stop poking me ah! Warn you first (: And i guess you will never forget the stupid question i asked you. Malu myself lah x(

Mentors:
To Wayne: Thanks for guiding us through this whole programme, i really learn a lot from you. From the things related to finance/accounts, psychological pricing, break even point, to human related stuff and i also learn from your sharing of your life back then. You made me feel how wonderful this opportunity CDC has given us, that the trip is fully sponsored, and we should take note of basic rules like punctuality.

To Melissa: Stone girl =) It's really funny seeing how you get 'bullied' by jacinth. Especially when you frown and look helpless...Haha Thanks for helping our team, in terms of feedbacks and also the day of pitching, when everyone is so worried about it, you helped us with the visual aids and guide us on the important points.

To Najiah: Yo Cool Girl!! You really have a unique personality (: And how you get our attention on the bus while you are speaking. Everytime you speak, there will be some 'cool aura' around...Haha and thanks for guiding giving carolz (:

To Firdaus: HAHAHA poor firdaus, always kana bully by us, especially nurul. I guess it's very fun bullying serious people like you. Thank you alumni cum mentor cum English tuition teacher, though you are rather shy and 'loner', the tips and pointers you gave from the experience you had in the 2nd cohort really helped us a lot. And your different tones of "Oh" , and "i learn to smile more" is really hilarious lah! Whao and i was amazed about some of the questions you asked in HCMC, cause you really think very far ahead and see the big picture....Smile firdaus! :D

To Gorden: Thanks for coming down to help us in almost every single meeting, giving us comments to allow us to perform better in both our proposal and presentation. I appreciate the time rafie and you sacrificed to help us (: Last but not least, you and your lame jokes (farmer C sells what), makes me faints...And you all have great interpersonal skills, i mean you all are able to mingle with us quite easily .

To Giving Carolz: To everyone of you, I saw your commitment to the team. Thank you. There is bound to be quarrels and misunderstandings along the way, but that makes us a better team right? Lastly, I'm proud to say: I belong to Giving Carolz (: All of us has come so far, we have 'take away' many invaluable lessons and of course friendships. Remember the days, where all of us squeeze into one room, to discuss about our 2nd pitching, and how we came up with the cheer: Lay Hoon, Wendy. Invest in us! Lay Hoon Wendy, Support us! And I believe everyone of us are so tensed up during the pitching itself, especially when Yvfynn is counting down the time.

Last of all: All the Best to all of you, in both your academic performance, your CCA commitments (: Of course cohort 3 would not be possible without Mix wonders! + All mentors and alumni + our 2 beloved trainers Jan and Yvfynn (:

Loves,
Ang Pei Wen
Cedar Girls' Secondary

BIRTHDAY!

2008-01-02T01:49:00.000+08:00

WOOHOOO!

Did i mention that my *ehem* is coming??

I shall be thick skinned since it's my last year celebrating in cedar.

Now what i need is.....

A Handphone pouch/wallet (those zip zip kind) (:
Oxy pimple cream! HAHA
New Pencil case?
1 year supply of cup corn!
Spongebob and patrick soft toy keychain
And i cannot think of any at the moment.

Cause the intangible stuff that i wished for is far more than the tangible ones...

New Year : 2008

2008-01-01T00:51:00.000+08:00

WHAO! The new year is here!

I guess it's time for us to reflect, what have we gone through the past year, 2007.
What are the things we should remember and what are the things we should change.

Frankly speaking, i had a wonderful, super unforgettable 2007.
It might be the happiest and most shocking year of my life, at the age of 15.

ANG PEI WEN. Journey through 2007....

1. Step in to a new class in sec 3 on my birthday.
2. Made my PINK identity.
3. I still remembered close friends and i went to kovan to eat yoshinoya for bdae 'celebration'.
4. Brother turned 21!~! And my blog turned 2!
5. Cedar OAC camp. 5D4N. Went back early due to food poisoning incident.
6. SYF competition
7. CIP at St. Gabriel Primary (8weeks), teaching non-chinese how to speak Chinese (: HAHA Remember they had unique names like

Castro Cyrone
Joshua Immanuel Tan
Randell Keith
Tristan D'cruz
Qaizer
Shaun Peiris
Dennis Gol
Luc Aryan Ng
David de Souza
Francis Iesjafei
Wiritphan

8. Got in to the understudies, and then elected as the President.
9. Planned activities such as Orientation + farewell
10. Class BBQ + Going back to TVPS (2 of our dearest teachers retired)
11. My first time going out of singapore!!!!!!
Cameron Highlands 3D2N (with school) and it was subsidized (Thank you mdm faridah! (: ) Bought 3 cactus...and they are dying...
12. Took over CCA duties, many meetings at ECP.
13. SUPER TEENS camp at CDAC (motivational)
14. Disheartening things happened within my close friends, we are never a family again
15. Met a pervert guy near AMK hub area.
16. 50 laps at CEDAR! Cedar turned 50!
17. Leaders Investiture, where i screwed the speech.
18. National day, sang my heart, lungs and intestine out! I dunoe why, but i enjoyed myself alot! ALOT! (:
19. My English teacher passed away ): That made me think a lot. Cried a lot too.
20. EYE examination + Olevels chinese
21. Work experience Programme: 5 days attachment
Earn $$ + gain experience + made new adult friends
22. Missed holiday lessons for 5 days ): Hard time catching up
23. CEDAR MOVED! to geylang bahru ): ? (: ?
24. MY First Break. 2month period project, the most amazing thing in my life till now, which i will never forget. However, i lack of managing my time well. Result in neglecting my CCA. No matter what, CCA should come first. Within these 2 months, the friends i made are even closer then my friends in school. Somewhat amusing lah. But the fact is always terrible, we are now separated, and thou shall not see each other that often. Get back to school life man! (What Yvfynn said impacted me)
25. Went to Ho Chi Minh City. See, heard, felt.
[Now i'm stronger then yesterday]
23. Sales manager, AGM, Treasurer
26. I'm Gifted so are YOU! I felt so upset missing the 2nd day's workshop due to MFB finale. ( i mean i have 3 things that clashes on the same day lah...) I realised i'm such a weak person. YES. i cried like hell whenever they mention things related to parents and family. Like tap water running non-stop.
27. On the last day, i manage to get my parents to attend it, though they dun understand EL. I walked to my parents, crying like mad, passing them the letter i wrote the day before. And my mother cried. I felt so proud that my mother cried for the good reason. And i think my father cried too? DID he? or he have red eyes that night? This programme is really POWDERFUL. They made you appreciate ur parents...Is like imagine one day, when ur mother doesn't wake you up anymore, and your breakfast disappear...ur parents don't fetch you home...

How many of us actually tell our parents we love them? Actually hug and kiss them?

Frankly speaking, i'm not looking forward to the year ahead.
As i see many crocodiles awaiting for my arrival.
But how can i think so negatively?? ALAMAK!
I know life's gonna be difficult, and i felt so cause i think that i am going through all these myself. I realise the feeling of loneliness.
And did i mention that i don't even have a best friend in school? Sounds pathetic...

But like what Iris said, what will be coming, will happened one day.
Why not face it positively?

I should be having a hard time today.
Wish me good luck.
Hello? I'm having a physics test when school reopens.

And HELLO!?!? i'm only 15.
How bad can my life be?? Compared to a 25, 35 one.
i believe life's still great, the sun's still shining, the world is still spinning!

Home Sweet Home?

2007-12-16T00:44:00.000+08:00

HEllo everybody! I'm back from Vietnam, Ho Chi Minh City (7D6N)

Apologise for not updating, and I don't really have the time to elaborate much about the tripm unless you ask me personally, i will be eager to share my experiences there with you (:

This trip allows me to see the difference, learn a lot about life skills, thinking in a different perspective.
I'm fortunate to experience all these things at the age of 15, all thanks to the help from Southeast CDC and the council members, and also CEDAR(:

I will update some of the photos at a later date.
We are currently preparing for our business on the coming Friday, Saturday, Sunday.

I will send you all the website address ASAP, and please Support ME!!!
Hahaha, if i don't see you there......i willl......

"My First Break! "

2007-11-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

Sentosa-20/11

Timetable is rather packed. Now i have imbalanced commitment.
And i realise i've neglected my CCA.
CNY, BBQ, understudies, CCA tee stuff all not fully done ):
HAHAHA! I guess exco will be so bored looking at my face in dec.

And Giving Carolz! We must Jiayou okay! Must love our own company! (:

Dec will be a roller coaster experience (:

"I'm a taoist. Cause i DAO people"

Nov/Dec Holidays!!!

2007-11-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

Work Experience Programme!
01/11/07-07/11/07

Our makan place...with our nice nice korkors and jiejiesWang Foong i will miss you! Haha

Another spastic one!

The Guy with the yello boots is the BOSS no.2 (: He's a father of a cedarian

ops, sorry ah, if my photos had caused you to vomit your breakfast/lunch/teabreak/dinner/supper out. But i have to upload to show my presence you see. Haha only manage to take photos with some of the staffs ): Didn't manage to take photo with the other nice nice director too. Aww...

Summary of my experience:
We did lasagna (Garfield's favourite food!), if you dunoe what's that go google and type: Lasagna.
Yah we did those small ones which we ate, and did big ones which weigh 7.5kg. I love putting the shredded mozzarella cheese!!
We did chicken chipolata and beef patties. (those meat in the hamburgers)
For the beef patty we had to do it in the 0°C room. Super cold.
We laid chicken breasts meat on the tray for cooking/baking, and in the process we have molested many chickens....sorry ):

We did filing(one of the not very interesting job), and get to know how the company runs, through those filing. Cause we saw a lot of documents and numbers. Things like invoice payments, petty cash...
Then we witness a birthday celebration at the meeting room 2. Haha super hilarious.

And yupp, back from work experience i took nearly a week to catch up the work i missed in school. Cause there's new stuff and quite a lot of worksheets.

'My First Break 2007' Programme!

10/11/07-31/12/07

Includes a trip to Vietnam-Ho Chi Minh City (7D6N)
-Fastest growing economy in the world

There's Pre visit preparatory work, include weekly gathering, the Trip and Post visit activities.
We will be going Sentosa on Tuesday!! (20/11)
But we are suppose to present our plan to big big businessman. O.o

So my only task now is to finish my Holiday Homework.
If not i wont even have the time to study for my Physics test.
And yupp, i'm going I'm gifted! So are you! course!! Yayness!!

AND there's CCA BBQ!!!!
on 28/11!!! I can roller blade lor!!! and cycle. oh no! i dun wanna malu myself in front of juniors....
Later i cycle until i bang into the coconut trees....
Hope members will have lots of fun!!

LOVES,
Peiwen! (:

Holidays!!!

2007-10-31T23:01:00.000+08:00

Holidays are HERE!
Haha i am suppose to sound EXCITED! (:

Had Olevels Chinese today. If only i had seen tt sms and know what they have done for me before the paper. It will give me much more 力量 and oil. aiyoh...so touched. *snif snif*

Didn't manage to finish my whole planning by today, so not able to update my blog.
Have to wait till friday?

I've roughly stated the dates tt i'll be occupied during Nov and Dec, my homewk list, and my CCA to-do list.

Meanwhile i'm going to see sausages while my peers are in school.
Have to catch up during the weekends x(
But i must think tt it's worth it! (:
YES!

Will update by weekends+NEW song.

Goodbye....

Having mixed feelings nowadays.
Whoa not easy struggling through thoughts and choices....
Have A LOT of reflections to do this holidays!
Physically and mentally of course (:

My ZHU and my JOO!

Happy Friday! (:

2007-10-07T12:17:00.000+08:00

I was wondering if i should name it complicated friday or happy friday...

Alarm rang at 8.30am.
Woke up at 9.45am.

Celebrated Suet Far's bdae with family (:
Remember we still owe her presents!!! haha
I felt stupid x(
And i've somehow promise myself tt next time i should just inform both parties.
It's terrible hiding too.

Rushed down to Olivia's condo at 7pm.
Haha such a coincidence though.
At least i didn't get lost alone.

Haha i can't imagine if XYZ went and saw tt ABC went too.
Only highly intelligent pple will understand what i'm trying to say (:

Went there to eat!!! I was super hungry. And i was super lazy. So i only eat and didn't even BBQ myself! oh no! :(

Played some games and tried roller blading again.
Starting 'cooking' the popcorn at 9.50pm? And we only get to eat at 10.20pm.
Though it only need 10mins to be done. Haha very hilarious lah. In the end half of the popcorn was chaotah!

Went home at 10.50pm.
9pple squeezed in Lydia's 5seater car. HAHA! Her father looked at 9pple walking towards him, then he take at a look at his car. Then he look at us again. HAH!

4 pple alighted, then her father fetched the rest of us home. AWW...so nice!! (:
Manage to reach home 15mins before 12. If i had taken MRT i will be stuck at the interchange when there's no more bus in service.

Such a tiring day! (:
Though morning+afternoon was a day of confusion.
But i guess i enjoyed myself during the BBQ.

Thank you Family and 3H.
You all had made my day on Friday the 5th Oct (:

Thank Olivia for providing ur hse.
Thank Grace for repairing the roller blade.

Sorry Z and Y.
Sorry grace, i suddenly felt weird cause i think i said the wrong things at the wrong time. Blame my big mouth x(

Thursday went to Yanjie's Chalet.
Played roller blading (: How i wish i can invest in a cheap roller blade so i dun have to rent everytime.
If i rent 10times for 2 hours, it will be 10x$10=$100!

Whao yanjie is superb! I think she haven't went home since physics test. HAHA

And i just realized i took 9papers in all.
Means we will be getting back 9papers in 2days. ARGH!!!!

And i realise i have quite alot of things to do for CCA.
Best Practice, CCA tee, Notice Board, Open house, End of year BBQ/camp, Next year CNY(Banner, auditions), members bdae presents. Exco please be prepared to stay back on several days. must 同甘共苦！哈哈！

2007-10-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

My 100th Post at Last (:

Our exams ROCKS!
You know why? Cause they are hard.

I thought almost all the papers except amath was do-able. In the sense tt if you have studied hard and detail enough, you will be able to do the paper. And tt makes me feel miserable cause i never study detailed enough. I mean the answers are somehow found in the TB. So yah...

English
No comment
HMT
No comments

E-math
HAHAHHA! when the tcher said:"you may begin",
i switch on my calculator and see the figures fainting!! Yes my calculator ran out of battery. So i panic. And Mrchia got me a calculator. And i dunoe how to use it :( i dun even know how to type fractions. So i bang my calculator and press the battery area. TADA!
The battery is back! haha cause i guess i dropped it too many times and the battery was lose. Yup, and tt cause me not able to do the 1st 2 pages cause i felt so worried when i think i'm gonna die without my calculator :(

SS
HAHAHAH! Is there some course called: Write fast fast during exams course? I wrote damn slow, and i dun even think i've reached the levels lah. ARG!!! And i actually studied healthcare, then i gave up. Then i decide to study Conflicts and detterance. But i focus more on conflicts which is on tamil tigers and northern ireland. And guess what came out for SBQ? Tamil tigers. I almost fainted when i tried looking through the cover page and saw 'tamiltigers' spelt latterally inverted. Come out for SBQ = wont come out for SEQ

Then it was the weekends. So i had friday, sat and sunday to study for 5 Subjects.
Went to Teck Ghee CC everyday. Whoa i love studying there (: Aircon+Near+No distractions+Veryquiet(except for times when **** pple are there) + FREE!

I suddenly miss studying :(

I must be crazy.

And i felt so disappointed with myself. For not studying early, and complaining tt i dun have enough time to study. I know the consequences now. And i felt meaningless studying when i can only memorise instead of taking time to understand why this happen.

Geog+Chem
LALALALLA. I understand the word blind after chem paper. The question said oxygen is form.....blah blah. And in the equation i wrote hydrogen. And i such a hard time balancing the equation as i need it for the later part of the qn. And it's 6 marks pls. I left is blank! so dumb, no ECF!

Bio
HAHAHHAH! Germination? Photosynthesis? Respiration? WHY i never look through the TB examples.....I dun even know what the potassium hydroxide is for! haiyo 10marks leh!!!!!!! X(

And tuesday. I slept 1.5 hrs in the afternoon. Went to CC to study at 4pm. Study till 9.30pm. And i only manage to finish 4 chapters of physics. So not productive lah. went home and did amath. Then at 11.40 i continue 5chapters of independent learning. Took me around 30min to finish the 5chaps. Slept at 12.40+ Plan to wake up at 5am. (cause i haven't finish some parts yet)

The next morning....Whoa i dunoe why i still see stars in the morning. I feel so groggy. Yah i know why we need so sleep early le. Especially at courtyard. I felt so tired lah. Then i start to panic so i calm myself down by talking to my mind. HAHAH!

Break for physics was ok. I felt better though amath ROCKSss! It's super hard. And i felt so ****** for giving up so easily. Once i can't do tt qn i will skip to the next one. And i can't even solve some simple qns lah :( Cause the eqns involve are super big.

Physics
I sat in front for Physic (reg1) and whenever you look up to look at the time, you willl see 5-6pairs of eyes looking at you. Haha and i cannot look across as physics department tchers are there. I will feel stress up. So i was talking to myself like Power=wd/t. Wd=FxD, F=ma...blahblah And i realise physics and Bio are somehow a world of difference. in terms of mark allocation too. You write 4 sentences for 2m qn in bio, but you did a 1step working for 2m qn in physic (but it will test ur understanding to get this step correct) Really, but i'm interested in both subjects (:

But everything's over.
Once the paper of tt day is over, i didn't really bother to go home, look at the paper, look for the right answer, think how dumb i was, then count how many marks i loss.....Normally i dun have the habit of doing this. Never ending Self mutilation.

I mean can't do anyth le. IT"S OVER!
You can make a difference to tmr's performance but you can't do anyth to yesterday's mistakes.

Of course i would like to thank those who sent encouraging msgs including the forwarded sms-es. Haha at least they made me smile in the middle of the super tense study atmosphere.

Went home and slept from 4.30-7pm. Wanted to sleep more but have to wake up for dinner.
Haiya i thought i could break some sleeping records of 24 hrs of sleep.

HAHAHA i had mixed feelings after exam.
Got one instance when i felt like life's suddenly became meaningless after exams, when you have nth to do. (i mean you have someth to do, but you dun feel like doing them at all)
Then i read grace's blog and realise: Olevels' MT paper on 30Oct. HELLO! it's like 3.5 weeks more?? Then it motivated me to start learning some chimchim words for compo. Yah it's nth compared to grace who is determine to do test papers everyday.

Ok, looks like i have 6 weeks left till holidays.
Maybe i shall:
-Prepare some farewell presents.
-Finish up CCA stuff: CCA tee, Best Practice, Open house, Photos
-Olevels CL: Dun be complacent!
-Have fun at the same time (:
Go for some sun-tanning ba, look like a ghost everyday, scaring pple away. HAHA!

That's all for today (:
It's 12.57am. It's morning.
I'm hungry.....

Oh yah i thought i was having exam anxiety! Cause i have super poor appetite.
Sometimes i will feeel super hungry, but when i have a plate of rice in front, i will feel very bloated after a few spoonful of rice. DUn like the feeling at all x(

The Last Goodbye

2007-09-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

My eyes look like a goldfish now.

I still remembered the times when we complained about her.
Without putting ourselves in her shoes, of coming to school to teach despite being pregnant.
I felt like a ****** saying unpleasant stuff about her.

I still remembered wednesday morning, when we were suppose to go com lab3 for English lesson during the 1st period. We waited so long for mrs ng to arrive(we realise there wasn't a sign of other tchers too due some tchers meeting), and after a long while we finally saw ms begam at the 3rd level. Linli went to staff room to call for mrs ng, one of the teacher said tt she was not in school today and told us to go back to class. So all of us thought she was on MC again and that the teachers forgot to write her name on the absentee board. (and it's very normal for her to take MC, she was on MC on tue too)

Mr yau appeared and called us to proceed to meeting place for physic lesson since EL tcher was not here. Yup thinking back, mr yau already know the news and he had to keep it from us. He didn't say anyth at all. Next period was PE, when we had lots of fun and sweat alot. Recess, then MT. Then it was math, math rep said mrs chia was not feeling well and told us to do our own work.

Meanwhile rumours spread like wildfire. So i somehow conclude tt one of our tchers had passed away, and she's ms kaur (touch wood choichoi). She was on very long term MC, and i had never seen her for many months. (I'm really really sorry ms kaur :( ) And almost the whole class heard about this, but almost the whole class didn't know who she was. Mrs chiaw told us to go to the family centre. While we saw other cedarians entering the hall.

While waiting for Mrs Ouyang to come we played games to kill time. Though we were curious why we have to be so special, we never thought that THAT was the reason why.

Mrs Ouyang came.
I have a piece of very sad news to say...Mrs S.Ng passed away yesterday evening....
I shall not elaborate what she said.

Mrs ouyang spoke rather soft. But i was very sure of what she said.
My mind was blank. I had no emotions. Pple around me brokedown, many of them.

We went back to class. 3S was in their class too. I sat on my seat. i just stare blankly. Then i think mrs chiaw said someth. And i cried. I cried very hard. I cried for being so evil to her. I cried for we had lost her, someone whom we saw on monday, healthy and joyful in com lab 3. I still remembered she promised us to go through paper 1 on tue and wed before the EL exam on thursday. I remembered when she said she will be leaving after teaching us as she will be giving birth soon. I remembered her saying that other teachers are already booking her lessons after EL exam.

The chocolates that we gave her for teachers' day.
I doubt she has eaten them. And she will never have the chance to anymore.

The scene of Mrs Ouyang breaking the news to us flashes every moment when i reach home.
The teachers were deeply affected. They were not only colleges, they were friends.

I bought the Straits Time when i was going home.
I saw 2 names under the children column.

Till now i still couldn't believe it. Especially yesterday, when i was looking through my EL notes and assignments. They were marked by her. I looked through my timetable and saw her name. I told my parents about it. My parents met her for the 1st and last time during meet-the-parents session. I still remembered how mrs ng tried to speak to my parents in mandrain. And she had to laugh at times cause the atmosphere is awkward.

I went to the wake today. To pay my last respects for Mrs Ng. As usual, i felt nothing when we went in the parlor. I saw Mrs chia Mr tay Mr goh there. We went forward to take the last look. It was just too fast, i didn't get to see her clearly. Mr Goh told us to come down already.

Her husband talked to us after everyone went in. He looked so strong, so strong. I breakdown after listening to what he told us. Somehow my heart felt so painful when he talked to us, how he tried to smile and remain ok while talking to us. I can't imagine the future challenges he's going to face. but i'm sure he can DEFINITELY go through all these. He told us : as we can see, life's short and unpredictable. Now what we could do is to treasure the pple ard us.

Mrs han told me: You know mrs ng is a very cheerful teacher. I believe she don't want to see you feeling so upset over her...

I read other's blog, i sob more and more after reading each posts.
" The day when the baby is born is the day when the mother died".

This really sets everyone thinking. The whole cedar population.
Mrs chia said tt mrs ng was her student. She was such an obedient and good girl...

Rest in Peace Mrs Ng.
You have impacted many of us,
And my deepest condolences to her family.

I read an article on the Straits Times long long time ago:

Doing Good Quietly

"Thank you for highlighting the multiple roles of teachers and the sacrifices we have made and are still making. A teacher's job is never-ending and the challenged are many. As a primary school teacher for more than a decade, i have witnessed countless selfless acts in school amidst the punishing schedule.

Many teachers work quietly without asking for extra compensation and recognition. But their greatest satisfaction is derived from seeing their charges grow up to be useful citizens and contributing to the society. As clinched as it may sound, a good teacher is hard to come by. And it takes a lot to be one. "

Helen Ng

2007-09-15T21:45:00.000+08:00

I was so frustrated studying and did some lame stuffs (: Enjoy!
A picture speaks a thousand words you see.

English Language

Chinese Language

Mathematics

Do the whole question on a piece of graph paper.
i didn't know Pythagoras was a person's name (:
Social StudiesDiplomacy or Deterrence?

Geography

ChemistryPeriodic table...Proton electron valancy neutron....

Biology

Observing a Grasshopper(:

The diagram tells it all (:
Love IS complicated<3

Physics

Points to YOYO: This object has Kinetic, Potential energy...

50 Laps @ Cedar

2007-08-31T22:12:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!

It's the last day of term3 cum Teachers' Day celebration cum
50 laps @ cedar!!3H Class Identity (:See the orange ribbon on Mrs Chiaw's Head??

(All 3phots grabbed from Yingxue's blog, courtesy of YX(:)

Reach school at 5.20am (guess it will be the earliest time i reach school) with the help of Lydia's father who went to fetch me at 5.10am (: she really saved my life, cause she sacrificed her beauty sleep and i felt so guilty pang seh-ing her after that, especially when i saw her alone in class :(

Went to do duty (lap counters) with Rong Qi at the basketball court. Race suppose to start at 6am, but it was somehow delay till 6.30. The lap counting for teams are super confusing, ok maybe except for mine which is the core team holding on to the flag. Yup so after running 1 lap (5th runner) sat down beside audrie and started flipping the counters.

We started from 00 and ended with 49.
It was a journey of 4 long hours.
It was a journey that started when the moon is above you and ended when the sun is looking at you. (what kind of lousy description!)
I witness the whole 49laps as a lap counter.
I saw Mr Tay, Mr Chris Chan, Mr Lee, Mr Goh, Mr Alif Lim, Mr Din, ex-cedarian, 1 pink shirt Parent....passing us laps after laps.... Hearing cedarians behind us cheering for them.
Cedarians joined in the run, behind the teachers as a source of support. I was rather touched by that kind of spirit. Spirit of Cedarians (:

After listening to Mrs Ouyang's speech, they are really our HEROS (:
50laps, 3-4 hours of non-stop jogging, 30km, for CEDAR(:
I was exceptionally touched when i saw the cleaners uncles and aunties jogging for the school. Omg, i almost teared when i see the skinny skinny auntie whom we never greet or thank her(and them), jogging with all the energy she has. There must be a thing that motivates them to do this for CEDAR.

3H ran 2 laps together as our last class 50laps. I guess it was the 1st time we cheered so loudly for jogging. But sad to say i guess only half the class was there. Didn't manage to find everyone to gather. So total i only ran 4/50 laps . Yup see the difference.

So when everyone came in during the 50th lap, all cedarians crowd around and cheered for them. Went to help audrie to pass camera to jialing at com lab1. And i really felt so proud of them. While all of us are feeling the excitement downstairs, they have been doing the tcher's ppt all the while. Uploading the latest photos and qns. Making sacrifices and not demanding everyone to see it.

Ate a slice of pizza as 'recess' at 10.30am and at last have a peaceful time to settle down. Went up to the hall for celebration. It began with Mrs Ouyang's speech. Which is more of 50laps at cedar then happy tchers day. What she said somehow motivate me to help the school. Especially the 3 outstanding tchers. Mr tay, Ms Poon, Mrs Lim. I felt the love they have for Cedar, i salute them and i'm touched by their actions.

Reminds me of Jay Chou's song Wo Niu (Snail)
It's very touching if you understand the lyrics.
Think of the snail you see every morning when you read through the lyrics:
我要一步一步往上爬
等待阳光静静看着它的脸
小小的天有大大的梦想
重重的壳挂着轻轻的仰望
我要一步一步往上爬
在最高点乘着叶片往前飞
让风吹干流过的泪和汗
总有一天我有属于我的天

Celebrations is rather dry, only got very high when sec3 FT enter. And the Transformers song was quite nice and touching. Mrs Chaiw was damn funny lah, blowing away the bubbles when they flew in her direction. Video very very well done, i thought the part when they change to another album was SUPER cool (: Ended an hour later without any performance.

Went down for mini class party @ canteen. Invited all tchers but only 2 turn up. Can't expect mrs ng to go rite? yah and ms leong was too busy, mrs chia wasn't here today. So yup, but we got them presents as a class. Mrs chaiw was very sweet, she went to EVERY SINGLE ONE of us and say 'thank you' . OH yah have to thank yanjie for the presents, grace for the stuff, joanne for your cake and fried rice.

18 of us from 6Loy went back!
(Jia Min, sandy, shao jie, cheryl yeo, colin, ivan, siang yee, marvin, chinpei, steph, amanda, peiwen!, jolene, lorraine,Cheryl teo, nicholas, wanhua, zhiyong)

Went off to TVPS at 1.20+ felt so paiseh as i reach there damn late. When pple have already went in and came out already. Didn't see any teachers, miss ong went off when i reach there. So yah just went in to stone and came out. hmm...heard tt one of my classmate was expelled. He has nice hair though, can go and join in the hairspray movie. And saw a few of my ex-classmate smoking. After tt went to Pizzahut for lunch with SY they all. Last min decision though i'm super tired, but i haven't eat lunch yet so wanna settle it. And can talk talk as i guess we only have 1 or 2 chances of gatherings per year. Walked aimlessly in AMK hub. The more i think AMK hub is boring for me :(

So yup went home and sleep till 7. Fell asleep within 5mins (:
I realise to complete the race you must have great endurance.
Cause you have to hold on to your pee and shit if you have any.

This is random, grabbed from Charlotte's blog:

 Mr Lee Lisking

The teacher who look like some maple character. And i only know what it means when i went to charlotte's blog. Haha damn funny! Blue colour shirt sommore! And i only know his name today. yah so shi bai. Cause i pass by HOD room mailtry and saw his name. But i didn't know he's called mr lee so i was like saying whoa got pple's name end with king...his parents must be wanting him to be a kinG! And he's the 1st runner to finish the 50lap race!!

For the past few days in Week10...disastrous....
Despite the good news tt we don't have any tests....
Haiya, i still felt bad going home late. I mean my parents didn't really ask why but ....dunooe lah.
I was glad tt they fetched me home at 7.40pm on wednesday! Cause i would have died when i reach home if i'm taking the bus. And most importantly, i didn't have time to eat lunch in the afternnon, so i may starve to death before i reach home. Wenesday was such a terrible day. Meeting after sch ended like 1.25pm when cca starts at 1.30. Then AS1 was occupied. Then the whole thingy was rather affected, so dun have time to clear AS1 store. Then maybe we were too ignorant and pple were in not very good mood, so yup many kinds of things build up. And my stomach is like growling every moment tt's why half of my vocalno erupted. Frankly i need all of your help. And frankly i think i'm not fierce at all, of my definition of angry in my dictionary. Cause when i'm REALLY angry all sorts of ~!@#$% will come out and i will definitely breakdown. And if aonan was the one instead of me, the whole sec3 level might shake, cause her voice is so much louder than mine. haha. yup anyway a good reflection is needed. mistakes are made to make us perfect. remember? Failures give success it's sweetness (: Stayed back to pack AS1 store till 7.15+ pm. And we are proud to say that we have completed packing!! And i hate to skip meals. Cause this is the 2nd time in 2007 that i skip major meals. 1st time was last week. I will start to have some stomach disorders...like diarrhea every morning?? haha

Tag Replies:
Krystal: YAY! Glad that you love it (: I'm proud of my idea too. Haha bye seniors, jiayou for prelims and Olevels.
Janice: You mean you were reading my post in the com lab that day??

2007-08-24T23:17:00.000+08:00

YO I'M BACK!

After 1 long month (:
Looks like i'm not missed with the pathetic no. of tags. Haha!
how i wish i was time. Cause time flies....

Leaders Invest on 1Aug.
Official Handover+Speech. Oh i just malu-ed myself and acted like some dummy who don't know how to use the mic. The sec4s were suaning us :( Haiz, bad experience definitely. But at least i'm glad i was given the chance (with no certain reason) and learn to place your lips near the mic when you speak. I dunoe why, i'm worried abt next yrs handover. Oh yah GRACE ang is our HPC :D Congrats!! at last the person i voted for becomes a HPC. Previously my votes were all VH.

Tests...tests...tests....as usual.

Singapore 42th Birthday! 8th Aug Celebrations
Had to represent CL to collect SYF certificates. Frankly comparing the loudness of cheers for UG and CL....HAHA. No comments. yup i guess 08/08/07 was my happiest day in Cedar in year 2007. Yup my life sounds so boring. I was the highest, siao-est, craziest person up at the gallery. ok not so exaggerating but the night before was rather a terrible night when i got worried abt so many stuff. Cause i'm one of the award recipient so i had to stay in the gallery surrounded with pple whom i dun even know. So i felt so sad tt my celebration will be such a boring one....But yupp one sms just changed the whole situation. Haha come to think abt it, i dunoe whether i'm suppose to be happy anot.

Yupp so i went through e National day celebration with Jan+Von+RQ. Community singing rocks the most! OMG i totally lose control of myself and keep screaming like as if 1million cockroaches had infested my room. I think i've never felt so carefree, stress-level 0 before. When nothing is in your mind and you have ur peers to high with you. Jumping up and down, tucking in ur shirt after every song. Of course, good thing always come to an end :( I smsed them that i missed community singing so much. And thank them for making my day (: Their replies made me smile. ok i sound so sick. Haha

I guess i will never feel so high anymore.
Maybe 08/08/08 (:

National Museum 12/08/07
HAHA sound so dumb but i went to national museum for 2 courses/lessons. The 1st one was very fun. It's called mind challenge, and you learn life skills through playing games. It really set me thinking and the trainers/conductors are very slang and they are all males. Haha so we played 'Dinomanics', 'Blokus' and 'No Merci' i dunoe if you all had these games before. But i think the 1st one was the most hilarious. It tests your alertness, and guess what i scored one of the highest, showing + proving with concrete evidence tt i'm not blur (:

The 2nd part was about Study Skills. Quite boring lah cause the trainer had to rush through e entire programme and made it sound so useless when i dun feel motivated. Ok maybe i learn stuff like which type of learner am i, my strengths+weaknesses and learnt the difference btw hear and listen. OH and i learnt that you must find/search for someth whether it is tangible or not, which motivates you to do someth eg, doing well in exams. Cause whether you will do well is all up to you. Aiyah i'm so impatient and can't wait for adam khool's workshop. I want to be Motivated! Hope the course i'm going during Sep Holi will be motivating and benefiting.

Week8
Is this the week when i went home at around 6.30pm everyday?? Hmm yupp i guess so. My mother was quite suspicious of me going home late, cause i told her i'm doing homewk in sch, but i still sleep at 11.30+ at night. Cause after homewk i still have to study for Math+ Bio tests. And my days after sch was spent with JAJA TAY (:

"thank you peiwen (if you ever come here), for studying with me, staying back with me, hearing me talk nonsense and everything(: -hugs! dumb dumb peiwen! HAHAH(:" aww...i'm so touched:) *Sniff* *Sniff* i shall dedicate a portion of my post to her: HELLO BLUR! Haha janice tay i love you and you sure rock! Of course i stone more but both of us belongs to the pebble family!! I guess sometimes you just couldn't bear with my nonsense which keep spilling out from my mouth and had to bear with my awful singing when i listen to your MP3. But i appreciate and love the time we spent 2gether, no matter is at 2nd level empty corridor, canteen, tao huey diam, KFC, classroom, AMK mos burger... Thanks for accompanying me, we are some stray humans who don't chiong home after school. Jiayou (:

i thought i've said the right thing and offered the best suggestion, i thought *** had made a right decision. I thought *** were happy. Looks like everyth was just a thought. I'm sorry.

Week9

CLDDS 2007 Sec1s-3sCL Exco

Where is Mr Hou? There, there, there, there....

Haha took photos during CCA (:
YOu see my skirt is one of the longest. i'm a good girl indeed :D

Thursday was such a fine morning but a terrible afternoon. I guess i'm having some kind of mental haywire + emotional disorder. So i went to the toilet to pee. Yah i pee with my eyes. HAHA sounds so gross. Dun ask me why (: I talk to myself and got over it very fast.

Next week will be the last week of term3. Krystal (sec4 senior) told me on msn tt this friday was officially the last lesson in cedar. Then it'll be prelims, checking of papers and self-study. Doesn't this sound so sad? it made me treasure my time in sec3s. And next year will be even faster with early Olevels. haiz....

I shall look forward to tchers day on friday (: Hope i won't *** during the afternoon, cause i may or may not be going back to TVPS. HAIYO! reminds me of someth tt happened last yr at Townsville. Most embarrassing thing ever :(

JIAYOU EVERYONE! (:

Racial Harmony

2007-07-21T12:13:00.000+08:00

Racial how many day?

Racial Harmony Day!

Our school celebrated/commemorated racial harmony today. I wore Baju Kurung, manage to borrow from Nura (: First period was considered as a free period, then reading was sharing book session. Last period was assembly, haha the HUMANI FINGERS rocks.
But assembly ended so late that i have to rush down for the CIP attendance. So i did not have alot of time to take pictures. Went to PS for lunch at 3.30pm. I realise it's been so long that i'd stepped into shopping malls. And i guess PS is a place which contain lots of memories, (: and ):

Monday was Olevels Listening. Tuesday was EL oral. Wednesday was CCA. Thursday was Harry Potter. My oral tcher was Ms Siew. We changed tcher at the very last min so i dun even know who is she. But she's so young lah looks like some trainee tcher. Yupp i was damn nervous when i was reading the passage during the preparation time. Then when it was my turn, i keep smiling retardedly. When i was done, she said thank you peiwen and i replied thank you Ms You. I hope she wouldn't deduct my pronunciation marks :p

Yup and someth happened after that which made me deep in thoughts. I've never realise the power of the feeling 'worried'. But i guess the high tide is sort of over. I'm waiting for time to heal the wound. And i hope time will heal your wound too.

Thursday went to watch Happy Rotter, haha jk i meant Harry Potter. Though many commented tt it wasn't nice but since i've never watch movie for a long long time.....Yah we were a bunch of silly pple. Thought tt tickets cost $5 only but in e end it was $6.50. I guess i was too tired and slept late the previous nite, i fell asleep 3 times during the show. Especially when the scene is slow and dark and abit boring....So i would always be woken up by the audience laughter or when some spell was cast and the music was loud. Now i just hope to watch the last HP movie, when HP die. Haha

Hellos

2007-07-14T18:04:00.000+08:00

WHEEE~ 2Weeks had passed (:

Within 3weeks of sch, we had 8tests + 1 olevel oral.
Next week will be olevel Listening + EL oral.
Oh wells. all sec3s are having this similar, no, i meant congruent time table.

My results are rather disappointing ):
Failed some papers, expectedly. I felt even more upset when i know tt my class is doing so well. For example, when you know that majority of the class got an A while you looked at your grade D score, you will feel like a loser. But when you compare to other classes and majority of the pple failed with single digit you felt relieved. But you will never improve in this way. Now i understand why my senior said trip sci is so stressful. Cause they do papers like ABC, while you have to struggle behind...

But i'm glad i have a life. My life is happening. I dun study 24/7 , nor do i chant my textbk everyday.

I realize results are so important to me now. Just had physics test, and i'm quite sure more than half of my class would score 20/20 while i'm gonna be e onlyone who scored 14/20. Cause the paper is SO EASY. Mr goh, why you dun want to set more challenging qns. You know our class studied so much on vel time graph, positive negative vt graph, tension in the string...and all these nv appear in e paper. The qns are just on Speed time. And i actually made some fatal mistakes by not drawing e graph before attempting e qns. I left 10+mins at the end and i didn't even double check with the eqns i memorised. Mr Yau, kill me now. I felt so angry and disappointed with myself. My heart really ache. Serious. i took it very hard. But, i realise it's not e end of the world. Feeling sad doesn't change the results of my paper, it's already over. Think of the future tests i'm going to take. Dun make the same dumb mistakes again.

Nothing is going to move on if i'm having a brooding frame of mind. The most crucial is still Olevels. Cause all the hard work and efforts these years is for the olevels in sec4.

Failure is the opportunity to begin again, more intelligently.
Henry Ford
The man who has done his level best, and who is conscious that he has done his best, is a success, even though the world may write him down as a failure.
BC Forbes
Failure is the condiment that gives success its flavor.
Truman Capote

from Kah Jun:
STRESSED is just DESSERTS (spelt backwards)
Though it doesnt really comfort me at that point of time, but thanks.
As desserts has no link to stress.

Okay. Shall Change topic. Haha
I would like to share something with everyone, or anyone that is reading this post.
Please spare some time to watch this video.It will show you the definition of love. It touched me, and i believe it will touch you too.
Grabbed from my brother again. Good things are meant to be shared. Haha

Went to view grace's blog just now. 13/07 post.Found the last paragraph:The five simple rules to be happy, very meaningful. Do take a look, as i don't think it's nice to copy paste here.

Maybe i was kinda distracted this few days. And cause i can't really expressed it out...The invisible pain is just there. HAHA! ok abit exaggerated. Yupp so currently 2 pple are making me worried for them. And i just couldn't help much.

To XXX: i guess i can never bring you happiness anymore. My heart aches to see you sad. And i guess ur heart felt a thousand times more pain than i do. The scene always flashes everytime i see you. Yet i can't bring myself up to comfort you.

YUP, and i still remember week2, someth awful just happened. I dunoe what's strong with me.
that was e first time in my life that i said sorry, without actually meaning it.

OH wells i shall look forward to racial harmony on friday, and week5 (test-less week, but i guess tchers will just squeeze in a MT test), week 6 lders invest. Week10 Cedar 50th.

I still remember during this week's SEL lesson. I laugh till i cry lah! though the topic was HIV positive women....but yah. Anyway today went to AMK hub at around 3.30pm to meet someone called edwin whom agreed to buy my bro transformer. yup in case you dunoe what transformer is, it's a toy lah, which can transform from a robot to some other vehicle or animal i guess. Haha so i posted it on wholivesnearyou and this person actually agreed to my offer of $20. Remember sec1 when the cyberspace person told us not to meet pple whom we knoe online/through net?? Haha so who cares , and AMK hub is so crowded, as if he can do anyth to me. So yupp, miracle-ly, i handed him the transformer and he handed me the $$. He's very 'shuang3 kuai4". yupp (: And someth very coincident happened. My brother was also at AMK hub and he's also selling someth to someone he met online. And yup tt person turn up and agreed on the terms with my bro. And someth very funny occured, my bro and i were wearing black top, and both the pple we met wore white top. Ok lame.

That's all i guess.
reply Tags: (ops i dunoe where i stop)
to GERMAINE: Helllos!!! haha
to kahjun: What kind of weird language is that??
to iw: You can go for the i'm gifted camp next yr.
to Krystal: Haha thanks for the oil.
to zoey: haha dunoe, maybe my mind was blank at tt moment.
to wasabi: Haha you very funny leh, but now you also nv update ur blog le
to alyssa: haha these pple like to target innocent girls like us mah! Haha

School Reopen

2007-07-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

1st Week of school Reopen.

Had 5tests in total. i manage to complete Biology out of 5 papers. Why must they have SS as the first test. My mind had to adapt to test environment as we have not been taking test for 1+ month le. I was so easily distracted and my mind think so slowly during the test that i guess i only manage to finish half the paper.

After school went to KFC with yanjie and aonan. Saw this weird guy and makes me think of another weird guy whom i met on sunday. The story goes like this...

On sunday, i went to AMK to buy my new bag. So i was walking to the shops when this guy approach me calling out "xiao jie xiao jie". Then i realise he's a china guy or someone foreign lah after listening to his voice. Then he ask me if i understand EL and want me to do him a favour by translating some stuff. I was like....HAIYO...i ask him whether it will take long and he say a few min only....so i agreed to help him. OMG! so he bring me to sit at a bench nearby, and yes we were sitting side by side. So he started saying blah blah blah stuff and his aim was to ask me to give him some money. $5 will do. I was like...sorry no. Then he beg me again and i reject him again. Then after that he change topic and ask me: Do you think i can be a girl? I was like :Oh sh*t! IS he going to do someth weird soon? x( " then i replied him calmly that you can lah, if you have the money to. And then he said somth which i dun really understand then i keep acting blur and say Huh? huh? huh? and he looks irritated. After that climax, when he want me to translate the word P-e-n-i-s. So i guess i was kind and replied him the male part. And i dun think he understand, so he repeat again. Yes he spelt out the word. Then my next reaction was: GOODBYE (:

and i walk away. dun even dare to turn back to see if he is following me or staring at me. yes at that moment my hairs were all against the gravity. Taught me a lesson: dun be gullible. Or in other words. dun be stupid lah.

Another case that happened in KFC on monday afternn. There was this male beggar who went to Yuxin and janice table and started to kneel down and doing the begging action. He was holding tightly on yuxin's hands. I was like OMG! i'm damn shocked and especially looking at yuxin face. So i just wave my hand telling her not to donate to him. Then yanjie's seniors suddenly came over to KFC and said that that guy did the exactly same thing at McDonalds and was chased out. That guy approached all cedarians table but we didn't donate to him. Yah maybe it doesn't sound scary at all, but if you are at the scene you will definitely freak out. Imagine a guy whom you dun know pass you a piece of paper, then hold on to your hands tightly and kneel down infront of you and ask you to donate some money....

yup anyway i survived 5 tests.
Next week tuesday i will be having my Olevels oral and 2 EL tests.
Glad that physics had been postpone.

Something has been troubling me for very long.
Not really should be 2 things.

Anyway since sch reopens, i have seen 5 pple who had already removed their braces.

lalala 3H i still the same dunoe should put (: or ):

Today's Youth DAy (: I'm only excited abt the holiday tmr. At least i can sleep longer.
Oh yah did i mention, for the super teen camp, the trainer said someth that makes lots of sense. If you a person who loves to sleep and is lazy to do work, remember, you can sleep forever when you die. This should help to encourage you not to sleep for too long (for pple who wake up at 11am eat lunch, slp wake up eat dinner and sleep during the holidays).

Super Teen

2007-06-23T12:01:00.000+08:00

Went CDAC for Super teen camp on Mon-Wed. 8hours/session.

My trainers are Mr Ernest Wong and Trainer Ken. If they sound foreign to you, Mr ernest Wong is Adam Khoo's trainer ages ago. Yup. So my trainers are very very funny as they are able to make us laugh every sec but they can be very serious when they wanna convey some imp msg. YUP, and t.ken said if our sch teachers are like them, we will love to go to sch everyday. And i agree, cause sch tchers are boring, but they are teachers lah not trainers. They shared stories and jokes which are damn hilarious and there was once when i laugh till i almost cried.

I guess the stuff we learn are similar to i'm gifted. Just tt i'm gifted programme's duration is much longer. Though i'm having 5 tests next week but i sacrifice my time for this cause i think i will get to learn someth useful, and i did (: At least i learn someth which i won't learn if i was to study at home during the 3 days. Got to know a few more pple, i'm not sociable, but i'm not 100% anti-social. Haha and i regretted not asking one of my friend's contacts, i gave her my no. and email but she nv msg me at all.

What you think is what you get.
What you see is what you get.
Think and grow rich.

Adam Khoo was a millionaire when he was 26.
Mother Teresa and Princess Diana had goals in life.

We must have goals.
We stated 10 things that we wanted most in life.
(And to be happy everyday is strike off. Cause one can never be happy everyday. Ur life will be boring. Haha Contradicting rite? To be happy everyday in ur life is boring)

There are much more interesting stuff tt happened but i think i'm not really allowed to elaborate here. Cause we were not allowed to record or take any pictures during e camp, a guy just took out his HP and placed it at chin level and they had to check his phone whether there is any pictures or recording so they can delete it. Cause Mr wong's afraid tt we will upload his dance on youtube. Haha

The word 'shit' was mention around once/10mins.
And this reminds me of someth. I can link Chemistry to Biology.

There are 3 States of excrement.
Solid State: Normal Shit. Liquid State: Diarrhoea Gaseous State: Fart

Found an illustration of what i meant

If this post sound boring, it's because i have no mood to update, cause i'm thinking of the 5 tests i'm having next week.

Exco Meeting

2007-06-17T18:04:00.000+08:00

See. I'm the tallest(:
(without Aonan)

Had meeting with Mr Hou. I felt serious, and had no mood to say lame stuff at all. Haha after that went to AMK Mac. Met with Shixuan and Suetfar. Then i felt so dumb cause i didn't realize Mcdonalds is so high tech. When you can take straw, servittes, chilli/ketchup yourself at the stations. So i went hoe many miles away to look for a straw when the station was just behind me. Then went to AMK hub to shop shop. Saw Chee teng+his sister, Kaiying+her BF, and my 'neighbour' Haha

Going for camp tmr. It's day camp. 3days 8hours each. Total of 24 hours. HOw i wish they can just squeeze it to a day. Now i dun even have the time to study ): I hope it's fun, cause i dun know anyone there. So that means i'm gonna make new friends (:
MY CACTI! (:
It's growing.

Reply Tags

2007-06-12T21:51:00.000+08:00

to alyssa:Dun come and tempt me with your camp lah.
I jealous leh. And u all still wanna go out?
to ZOEY: Oooh cause my roommate told me yesterday got one red spects
person look for wenpei or peiwen. (Yah she dunoe my name. ahha)
to QUOTER: haha i blog le! (: YOu can blog it too. LOL
to Germaine: haha you very funny leh! hope to see you soon (:
And sry i still dun think i can recognize you
to andre: Haha did i tag? Can't remember.
to shengling: In the end you and boon hui also never go for CIP.
Aww...i had to suffer 4hours. But nvm at least i'm done with it.

I know this is shameful, but if you know Pee Wee can't cycle you can be considered as her good friend le. Cause i have to announce that SHE LEARNT HOW TO CYCLE TODAY! Haha she is so damn slow lah. Learn how to roller blade before she can cycle. And yes she's not lousy anymore(: She have to thank all her 'teachers' that have taught her since long ago. She will strive harder to achieve greater heights during Dec Holi as she still can't balance herself well and can knock into others anytime.

THANK YOU TEACHERS (:
YOu all are such nice and wonderful and patient people (:
LURBE YOU ALL. HAHA!

QUOTE (:

2007-06-11T16:52:00.000+08:00

On One Fine Day...

It was an ordinary conversation between 2 Gilas...

-|»ß+ß=ü§{5}«|- says:
i slepl on my hand just now!

-|»ß+ß=ü§{5}«|- says:
then my hand numb

PEE WEN i ou YOU! who wants to be my poo? says:
HAHAHHAA

PEE WEN i ou YOU! who wants to be my poo? says:
sound abit dumb

-|»ß+ß=ü§{5}«|- says:
haii okaylah i want go alr. i nede rush amath ws that my teacher wants tmr ):

-|»ß+ß=ü§{5}«|- says:
eh what!

-|»ß+ß=ü§{5}«|- says:
HAHA

PEE WEN i ou YOU! who wants to be my poo? says:
ok

-|»ß+ß=ü§{5}«|- says:
i go alr k!

-|»ß+ß=ü§{5}«|- says:
you jiayoU!!!!

PEE WEN i ou YOU! who wants to be my poo? says:
JIAYOU KRYSTAL! go through crystalisation de

-|»ß+ß=ü§{5}«|- says:
HAHAHHA

-|»ß+ß=ü§{5}«|- says:
JIAYOU PEIWEN!! 要让人“佩”服你到他们都肯吃“雯”（蚊）子！

PEE WEN i ou YOU! who wants to be my poo? says:
HAHAHAHHA

PEE WEN i ou YOU! who wants to be my poo? says:
VERY DOTS

PEE WEN i ou YOU! who wants to be my poo? says:
i shall save this

-|»ß+ß=ü§{5}«|- says:
HAHAHA

-|»ß+ß=ü§{5}«|- says:
my ming yan!

-|»ß+ß=ü§{5}«|- says:
yay shall be your life quote okay!

-|»ß+ß=ü§{5}«|- says:
takecare!(:

And YES!
QUOTER x) -JIAYOU KRYSTAL! go through crystalisation de
QUOTEE :D -PEIWEN!! 要让人“佩”服你到他们都肯吃“雯”（蚊）子！

(translation: Let people admire(Pei Fu) you till they are willing to feed on mosquitoes (Wen Zi))

Cameron Highlands Trip! (:

2007-06-10T12:00:00.000+08:00

Cameron Highlands Trip! (:
6june-8june
Cedar Girls' Sec
Tour Guide: Auntie Margaret (She rocks)
Teachers: Mrs Lim, Mdm Er, Mdm Faridah
Members: Hui Yi, Hui Lin, Zi Hui, Pei Wen
(Yah i'm with 3 huis, i'm the only one who is bu hui)

Day1 Tuesday 6 June

Reach school punctually and set off at around 7am. Reach Yong Peng and the 1st thing i did was PEE (: (oh did i mention that i'm having my period) Had lunch at some restaurant, it was okay lah some weird pple are so fascinated by the stoning fish. Went uphill to see the waterfall. It's natural, not like singapore which is man-made. The water is CLEAN, it looks drinkable and the children are bathing there. Went to visit the children at Orang Asli, i guess the sweets we gave them can last them for a week. But i just regretted not taking photos with the cute cute children. And it's really heart warming when they wave goodbye at you so happily when we leave. So touching... ): You see they are so satisfied and happy with those sweets, compare to spore children lah. And we went to see their kitchen and room, it's very simple and dirty though, they live in those straw house ( or izit stilt house? not sure) and they have animals such as chicken ( with cute little Chicky) ducks, dogs, cats, and WILD BOAR (: Then went up..up...up again (Long and winding) to have our steamboat dinner. And the moment we move our butt out of the bus seat...WHOA! The air outside is cold and cool and shiok! Cause we are already high up and the temperature drop 1degree every 165m. So we had steamboat which was ok lah, not full at all, and i was dreaming of having abalone. And there was this stupid bug bug which flew in and disturb our meal, it's palm size big and it flew onto rong qi's shirt. The scene was so scary lah, and she didn't even scream when the bug stayed there even when she tried to flick it off. If i was her i will scream until the bug die. Then at around 9.00pm we check in to hotel. So cold... cause it was raining and we slept at around 11.30pm. So early rite, and i slept like a pig (: Jan and zoey came lookin for me, but i was already sleeping. haha

Day2 Wednesday 7 June

Woke up at 6.50. Ate breakfast (Bee Hoon, bake beans, tea) and set off to strawberry farm. Oh the strawberry rocks! It's sweet and soft. I dun like those sour ones so i like it alot. And i regretted not buying a pack home again. When they were distributing the strawberry i was like shouting: Any extra?? I WANT! cause i didn't order any ): Went to BOH tea plantation. I guess all cedarians hate that guide. Haha. I bought the cameronian tea thingy (: Went to BEE farm! just walk a few rounds and then drank the warm honey water. Bought one bottle of honey back. Should have bought the bigger one lah. Stop for lunch and we had our meal with 5-6 other houseflies. The teachers said the flies are HEALTHY (: Means we can eat them le. And the funny thing is, their dishes are somehow similar. Same veggi, toufu, fish, soup, curry, tea, egg... Then walk to market garden, nothing much. Then to rose centre, whoa....lots of diff types of roses. Then went to shop at the market there. And i saw someth shocking. We were shopping happily when we heard the car siren (it will ring when someone steal the car or someth) and then i look towards the direction to see what was happening. Then i saw a guy slamming the door of a van and ran away very fast. So i was wondering where got pple run away so fast when ur car siren is ringing. So i conclude that that guy was stealing someth form the van, and nobody chase after him. Haha OH WE WENT PASAR MALAM after that, the one near our hotel. So it was rather long and big, but the things they sell are somewhat similar, vegi especially. And cause i guess it was about to rain so there were some white mist coming down. And while we are shopping at the night market i realise that our hotel is gone! i mean our hotel is COMPLETELY covered with the white mist. HAHA anyway So i bought CACTI! yay i planned to buy 7 though, but hui lin and hui yi decided to share with me. So i bought 3 of them. (i realize later that we are not really allowed to bring stuff back singapore with soil, so i had to squeeze it in my bag) Then we had dinner. Had to climb some very steep slope to reach there. Sat beside jan jan. Then went to pasar malam again. Return back to hotel to shower. Went to room 305 to play. Yah and i learn how to play mahjong that night! Thanks (: After that heard that some girls haven't return to hotel till 11.30pm, so have to go back to our room. Chatted with my members, we talk abt stuff which i dun talk with my other close friends. And yah, though i'm not close to my members (cause it was last min decision to go for me), but it was ok these 3 days. Yah so we watch spiderman2 and slept at around 12.30am. Oh and some random stuff cause the road is so narrow at cameron, it is only one way route so whenever our bus see another bus coming in another direction, we will panic, and i will start to stress the driver. Oh no got another bus! So if the driver is not careful the whole vehicle will just fall down the mountain! And all of us will x( And there was once where 5 cars driving in diff direction were stuck on the road, cause nobody dared to move a single cm.

Day3 Thursday 8 June

Woke up at 5.50am. Had light breakfast (Porridge+hot dog+tea). Went downhill (it's winding means the bus have to turn left and right and left and right and left and right and round and round and round down for a few km. So 2 pple vomited in my bus. I can't believe i'm strong lah. Cause i get bus sick car sick and sea sick easily. So i was well prepared and keep popping orange skin/peel into my mouth. And i endure throughout the journey. Tell you arh, i felt so uneasy lah, is like ur heard is dizzy and yr stomach is dizzy too. Stop at tapah, then went to Mines resort to do shopping. Had McDonalds lunch, you know we have to walk and talk and eat and look at the stuff you want to buy and have to think whether it is reasonable(cheap) and the mall is 3-4 levels and we have to do this within an hour. Yah so when i see a thing that i want to buy the others have to wait for you, and of course you will feel paiseh rite. And you can't walk alone cause you will get lost somehow. And how i wish i can shop alone lah, cause in the end i didn't buy anyth at all. The only time i took out my wallet is when i need to pee and they say need to pay 20cents. And i REGRETTED AGAIN for not buying the school shoes. Cause when i return to singapore i realize it is really very reasonable lor ): Anyway we got scolded in the public when some of our busmates went missing. And our last stop was Yong Peng, collected our Otah and travel back sch. Reach sch at around 7.15pm. YAY my family came and fetch me (: And yah did i mention we took 8 hours from cameron highlands to cedar girls. 8HOurs of bus! Yah i was thinking if my butt was cooked.

Anyway since the bus was our 2nd home during the trip we watched 4 movies on the bus. The screen was tiny but fortunately i was sitting in front. We watched:

Step Up
National Treasure
Take the Lead
Just Follow Law

And i always fall asleep while watching the movies (: Haha

And yupp that's all for the 3 days trip.
You can see moutains, nature, durian tress, nice scenery, no buildings at cameron. You can live in the atmosphere of 20 degrees(aircon), and everywhere you go , you dun have to on aircon. YOu can Put sunblock in the afternoon cause there is sunlight but you can also wear ur jacket cause the air is cold. Sunblock+Winter clothes = Intertesting

Some Pictures are grabbed from others and more pictures will be uploaded after i get them from hui yi during holiday lesson.

ROLLER BLADING!

2007-06-01T22:45:00.000+08:00

Friday 1st June :)

Had CL meeting at East Coast Park.
Haiyo what an unusual place to meet for meeting.
And i'm punctual at last (:
Peiwen Zoey Zi Sang YanJie Janice

Went to McDonald first for meeting. The atmosphere was rather funny, cause i keep telling them that i wanna talk about serious stuff but i'm the one not being serious. I felt very high that day, for no reason (: After meeting we went roller blading. Out of 5 of us, only 2 know how to roller blade. So i wore my skates and dun even know how to balance myself. So less than 5min, i fell down at the pavement. So malu, i think i scare the rest of them. Haha but i'm glad i fell. Cause i'm not scared of falling at all, so i dare to learn it independently (: After around 30min....

I CAN ROLLER BLADE ON MY OWN!!!!!!!!!!!!

I OFFICIALLY DECLARE THAT ANG PEI WEN LEARN HOW TO ROLLER BLADE ON 1ST JUNE 2007 (:

Picture Taken by ME! Can join CMC lor!Seabreeze (:
I'm on Wheels!

I'm proud of myself. Haha at last i dun feel that useless anymore.
But behind all the happiness i had to overcome a hidden fact that is always present that day.

I was thinking if i should mention it, cause i will be rank the most unfilial person ):
But at least i cared. And i cried. Very hard. And i'm glad it's over (:

Reply Tags

2007-05-29T21:14:00.000+08:00

Reply Taggies:

to Alyssa: Haha okay. Yah lor! still must force yourself to enjoy it
haha but i think sec4s will be worst :(
to Kaiying: Happy holidays to u too (:
to Janice: Janice i love you too! I love you and your blurness!
Haha hawker can anot?
to Zoey: I still owe you birthday present! oh no...
But i dedicated a song for you :p Haha
to Krystal: Haha jiayou seniors! And jia you US too.

WHEE! I did some homework, but i think i sleep more than i do.
And since June holidays are never holidays, i shall think positive that i can sleep a few hours more than usual for 27 days! Haha

PEEWEE(:

Sec4 Farewell+ Sakae (:

2007-05-28T20:28:00.000+08:00

CL Sec4 Farewell

23rd May marks the end of our seniors journey in CCA
23rd May marks the starting point of our journey...
I remembered the moment when i rushed down to grabbed some Chee Chong Fan and some koropok. (a malay snack which i had already forgotten the name le) And the very dumb thing that i dropped my farewell emcee script into the canteen dustbin (and going back to get it after 5mins) I guess i was just nervous about the weeks of effort that we had put in for this day. And also the 2 very blur and last min emcees made me worried(:

1pm. i waited outside the staff room for Mr Hou (i decided to use Mr Hou as it sounds the best),and the tchers meeting ended so late that i dun hav the time to deco. Then sec1-3s came. Had dry run, which is quite ok.

Minlin+PW: Hello 大家好！欢迎来到CL中文学会的欢送会!
(we rehearsed thousand times to get the right timing)
Minlin: Flashes the "请鼓掌“ card
PW: Flashes the "大声一点" card
Farewell Cake (:

First was games. Didn't join in the screaming in bouncing chairs :( Such a pity though, when i can scream. Then was break @ canteen. I only ate 3 spoonful of beehoon and a fishball. How pathetic. Interview the new sec1. I tried to use a scary cum serious tone to interview her, Haha!

Then it was performance. It wasn't very well done though, that's what i think lah. Dunoe abt the sec 4s. Then gave out souvenirs+card. And i'm glad cause i heard many feedbacks abt the souvenirs being very nice! And the lyrics being touching?!?! haha

Then it was hand over.

( I looked awful in the pic cause i dun even hav the time to retie my hair since 6.15am in the morning, haha so kua zhang, and that's why my hair's so messy)

Farewell ended around 5.45pm. This placed a fullstop after the weeks of effort, sweat and tears. And it's the end of a chapter. To me: I think it was a success and our hard work HAD paid off. We stayed back till 7.pm+ evryday during preparation and discussions. Conflicts arise, emo session, shopping at bugis. cracking brain for lyrics, risking our lives to make candles, Mr hou supervising and returning us money almost everyday. And many more...and i guess it's a very very experience for us as we had walked through the darkest period overcoming problems along the way. 酸甜苦辣 are really the ingredients in our life. We gain knowledge from books, we gain experiences from life.

I hope you all had learn and gain something (:
Because i did

We Will miss you seniors! Jiayou! :D

After farewell, we went to Sakae @ Bugis for dinner to celebrate Zoey's bdae! You are lucky Girl. And i hope you know that. We only got a seat like 8pm? I know i'm retard but it's my first time at Sakae. Haha and it's EX. like Duh. the whole meal cost almost 1sausage with 2 eggs. Aonan went back china after that. Went home with ms wee and jan. Free ride! Haha and the funny thing is, when i reach home i stone at the sofa. I was thinking/flashing back of what happened today cause i didn't want to let this day just flash past. After i bathe, i sat at the sofa and stone again. Thinking abt what happen... Till i realize i still hav homewk to do then i rushed off to my room.

I would like to dedicate my blog song to Ang Zoey (: Aren't you honored.

And yupp (: That's how i spent my 23rd May.

Last day of school was kinda boring. Except for Math other lessons were quite slack. (Oh we watch just follow law for CL lesson! It was hilarious lah! But only Singaporeans will understand some of the jokes) ) Didn't get back Report Book, though i think we might be getting it after holidays. Went to science centre after that. Watch "the Human Body", quite interesting and enriching. But did i mention that i have sever short term memo, i cannot watch movies cause i cannot remember anything the next day. And that stupid popcorn is one of the highlight that day. I queued for it but the show was starting so i had to gave up and watch others eating potato chips and popcorn under my nose. I can resist to temptations okay. (yah like real)

Saturday was class BBQ! at East Coast Park!!
TABLE PARTner!
(Took lots of pictures but only 1 of them sent me)
I feel SOOOO GUILTY! SORRY SHI XUAN LINLI ZI HUI YET HONG! :(
Cause i lead them the wrong way and in the end they were LOST! Haha yah sorry lah, if only i wasn't tying my hair and if i had trusted myself and not going up to confirm with the driver, who gave me the wrong info, resulting in 4 pple getting lost. i was suppose to bring them there safely de...AWW, i still feel very bad leh. Haha due to my blurness, i shall not make this fatal mistake again! So i reach there and grace they all were staring the fire. It took quite a while due to the very very cooling and shiok strong wind! Mrs chiaw POP by and help us buy ice. Haha ate some food and went to rent bike. Yes thanks Linli (: Night shift had very little food to eat. So i was rather hungry at night. And the nicest food was (drum rolll...) SATAY! it rocks. very very nice. And 3H people can really BBQ, cause all the food taste nice no matter who BBQ it (: Went home at around 8.30 (quite early cause we had finish all the food le haha) I ate my favourite CORN! Hope we can have more BBQ sessions! :D Xin Ku Le everyone especially Grace.

JUNE HOLIDAY is here!!!
29 days of Holiday.
11Days of Homewk
8 Days of studying
6days of Camp
2 days of Holiday Classes
1 Day of CIP
1 Day of CCA meeting

More to come. It looked packed, but looks can be deceiving. Cause i dun think i hav cca (except for meetings) whereas some have cca 3-4times/week. JIAYOU everyone!

I did my planning board on sunday.
MY BOARD!
In case you are wondering what's that dangling on the right,
it's my CCA present cum souvenir cum artefact in the future (:

Mother's Day

2007-05-20T11:15:00.000+08:00

Whee mother's Day was quite long ago but i'm glad to see my mum smiling throughout the night while we are having dinner. Haha and i gave her a letter and the rice art i did in school (: This is random but i would like to share the various nicknames I have in school :)

My name is Ang Pei Wen.

Yanjie call me: P P Wee. Potato Wedges
Family use to call me: Peewee!
Yvonne call me: Peewee pom peepee
Ivan gave me the name: Peewee!
i changed it to: Peewen! (which sounds awful) when i realise someone is called peewee too :(
Gurvin call me: ANG!
Hui Yu call me: Pei Pei
Ao nan call me: Ah Pei ah./Ah Pei

Any more to add on the list?

Busy=Happening!

2007-05-19T22:32:00.000+08:00

My life is Happening!

[This post is typed on 12/05] Haha for the past week I’ve been reaching home very late L Earliest was 6.15pm,

Latest was 8.45.

Language & Cultural week

During Assembly on Friday CL had to teach sec2 & 3 cultural activities. I guess my class is considered as a success cause I can see that 2N is enjoying themselvesJ! And had to thank L&C com pple especially yan jie. ON Thursday we had to worry abt the string thingy and I guess you reach home at 9.30+ rite? But nvm at least we learnt a lesson that we must never do last min work. And yah I had my day1 mens that day and had to eat pink medicine. If not you think I can survive the day when I reach home at 9pm?

Sec4 farewell
I’m just glad that we have bonded these few days. (: Jiayous everyone, I’m very excited for that day to arrive. 10more days! And I haven’t prepare script yet L But our souvenirs rock (: Don’t get stress up as it doesn’t help being stress, but if you all think crying can let out stress then do so (: At least this shows that you are serious abt what you are doing. Oh and I hope I wont get emo lah, cause I know I look ugly when I cry L

Flag day
Yesterday went to Amk to support Alyssa and Rebecca in their flag day. I’m not that bo liao just to go there and donate lah, I’m suppose to buy something at NTUC too. I got more than 10 stickers on my hand, haha because I donated all my coins! Yah aly and I walk around the whole mall for more than 3 times le. We got so bored of the place as majority of the shops are not suitable for us. At night I celebrated mother’s day and ate nice nice food (:

Anyway those stuff are sooo Outdated.

[this post is typed on 19/05] Yah so i dunoe how to continue from that so i shall mention things that happened this week. This week was one of the most mixed feelings week. Yah so Thursday was emo day. haiz i dunoe what to say lah and yah it was the first time i teared for cca can. ok i shall remember 17/5. At first i felt that i was heartless(or maybe i was strong!) then after that the moment i left the seat from the meeting i feel so uncomfortable. I tell you ah my heart ache when i see the 3 of them the next day. I was so stressed up lah. And i'm the only one that is feeling a little happy cause i went back to Townsville!

(Pictures Grabbed from Ivan yak)

Yes cause mrs leong and mrs loh are retiring :( Means we wont get to see them during tchers day this year. Yah so they are still very nice. but the no. are pathetic when only 9 pple went. But is better than nth cause i guess other days are even more impossible. So the atmosphere was rather awkward cause nv see each other for quite a long time. Yah then i guess i had fun flashin back memories 3years ago. Haiz....i was having so much fun then. As compared to now..... Well! move on and forget the past! haha

Yah and i know my CCA position on monday. I dunoe if i'm suppose to be happy or sad? Hmm i keep thinking that i may not be capable and how pple will say that "huh, why her and not her..." i guess i shouldn't look down on myself since everyone will have diff views(you can't expect everyone to like you) and i should put in my fullest effort before i say i can't do it . yah i just hope farewell will go on well. Thank god
there's no MYE for sec3s. Imagine we have to cope with this and tests.

And i realise i guess i still ou that person. Haha cause she's somewhat similar to MS XXX. Haha :)

Schedule for next week rocks! And my life is gonna be happening again! Monday cca stuff till 7pm. Tue cca stuff till around 5? Wed farewell and celebrations till 8? Thursday shopping for BBQ stuff till 6? Friday science centre trip till 5.30? Sat BBQ till 10? YAY i love my life! And realise i mention nth about sch work. Haha cause i'm trying to avoid it.

today's may's and CEDAR's 50th birthday!!!!!!!

Happy bdae to you, happy bdae to you happy bdae to cedar, happy bdae to you!

Haha JIAYOU PEeWEe!

I'm kcaB!

2007-04-28T15:08:00.001+08:00

Woohoo!

After a nice Good Friday holiday i've not been posting till now.
Let me share with you some earth shaking events that happen for the past 3weeks.

13 April
CAMPFIRE's Burning.....
Picture grabbed from Yingxue(:
Frankly, i dun really think it was as fun as LTC campfire though i see real fire that night. Maybe it's because my class's not very enthu, which i sought of disagree cause we cheered loudly as a 'class' before we left. And thankfully it didn't rain (: And someth very funny happened, cause grace volunteered to go for the fear factor game, so the 2nd station was to eat 5 lemon flavoured biscuits(which is definitly OAC leftover). So grace wanted water and i passed to her. Then she pass the plate to me. She wanted me to help her hold for a while, but i misunderstood that she wanted me to help her eat. So i put the biscuit in my mouth and bite, then she shake her head vigorously. Then i quickly spit out the biscuit. HAHA and she finished all 5, one of them with my saliva on it. So sorry...): The leaders sang the blog song:Keep holding On. And i was a little shock cause i uploaded the song before campfire, and i sort of love it lah. Hehe But overall i think it's definitly better than stayin at home to watch TV lah. I reach home at 11pm cause i had to take 2 buses and it was dark....

18 April
CLDDS "Current Affairs" Competetion

Went to VJC for competition! Haha i felt extremely guilty for not studying and reading ZaoBao cause i think i did very badly when i see the final 4 groups competing. Anglican got 1st. Congrats cause i really wanna salute them for being putting in so much effort. Then we saw Yasmin Jie Qi and Xinying! Haha they didnt change much. Though life was more fun than in cedar, but it's very stressful. Cause pple like Xingying who got 1st in class can fail almost all subjects in VJ. Dots imagine i got in. In the first place i may not even hav the chance to get in the 1st round la. Anyway one of the competition qn was about male singers in spore. And the answer is JJ lin. While i wrote Ah Du :( Such a failure lah. And it was the first i felt that we were losing face infront of so many sch students and teachers. And i took bus 55 home and slept till i reach home at 7.30pm (:

20 April
Sports DaY!!
That is Oleander (:
Haha Ole~OleOleOle~OleOle~OleOle!
We got 2nd position for Novelty (Biong~ biong~) race!!! Omg we missed the 1st position by 0.4s. Not 4s is 0.4s. Yah but it's ok cause 1st place is OLE too! And i felt so glad cause it's my first achievement in sports day since i can't run, so i chose to hop. Yah and of course we didn't disappoint those in 10x80m. (:

Shixuan and i went to stadium together. 3H was sitting at the last row which has so no mood for this kind of HIGH! events. So we pang seh 3H and went down to sit with Alyssa. We cheered we play we shout it out loud. Ole's gonna win, Ole's gonna rock! And i cheered so loud for my class's events. Especially xinying and grace. Ole is lousy cause we dun have many athletes. And bouge senior from RJC was very scary. She showed me what a true cedarian is. Cause she really put in all her might to cheer and shout. (: Rose cheer was the best. Then ole's song was spoilt like what happen to garde last year. So all of them came back crying. Like History had repeated itself. And i saw rebecca crying like mad telling someone that she's like a jinx(amazingly she said in CL) cause she was in garde cheer and their music spoilt and now ole too. So after that sentence i started to weep. Yah cause i see her crying so hard makes me wanna cry too :( But in the end we got 2nd/3rd!~ YAY

21April
CLDDS SYF
While enjoying ourselves in the air condition auditorium at ulu pandan CC, watchin performance by other schools, 3H was at the Orchard Road selling flags under the hot sun. Haha I only contributed a bit for the SYF cause i'm not acting. (yah i can't act lah :( ) I made the COCONUT TREE! i mean the props people work together to make it. It was not bad lah, at least the coconuts didn't fall during the play. So there were a few acts which are extremely good and guarantee a gold award. i Guess we will get silver :(

Anyway this year cedar did not do very well for SYF events except for chior dance and Indian dance. Alot pple cried and i guess the amt of tears collected after all SYF performance can be use for preparing 40cups of milo. Went for lunch at PP mac with Aonan jielei Yanjie and Zisang. And someth ***** happened which i dun plan to tell anyone yet.

24 April
HMT presentation+5items
YAY! finally our project presentation is over! YAY i'm very very happy cause we only spent around a week or so to finish? Of course Zhe yang did the most stuff and we only visited the heritage centre once. I only did the PPT. And i felt so stress cause the scholars can present very very well. 5items were ok though i didn't get straight As like somebody. But i got 4As and 1B i think, cause i'm 15 which is so unfair. And NAPFA makes me feel very upset cause it will remind me that no matter how hard i work i will never get 3 consecutive gold ): Yah and you will be shock looking at grace ng's 5itmes results. I think the most shocking one is 45 pull ups in 30s. i was like HUH o.O!?!?

Anyway i was late on Friday. Haiz, i'm getting worried. But it's my fault lah i know. Haha and mrs chiaw is so understanding cause i explained to her why i'm late and she say it's ok, there's bound to be some kinda things that happen... someth like that haha. and i felt so 'heartbroken' seeing this girl from sec 1 sitting beside me crying. Cause she was late for 3times and after mr lim signed on her paper she started crying. Aww...my heart just ache lah. Then after when we are allowed to go back class i quickly comfort her and tell her not to cry. And i saw her mucus dripping around 2cm le. And i ask whether she want tissue but she didn't reply me. Then she forgot to zip her bag and her things drop when she started to walk towards her class and i had to help her pick it up. Don't cry lah :)

And did i mention i'm going Cameron Highland? YAY i'm excited. (: And pple going China trip is setting off next next week. Have fun! And to those who are feeling emo: Hey though elmo and nemo are cute but being emo is not cute! Haha

Reply tags:
to Janice: Hey we still haven't study together leh... ):
to linli: Haha thanks! i think i'm pro too! haha thick skin...
Alyssa leee: Hey you still owe me letter! haha
Leixiao: You are linked (:
to yvonne: what happen to your blog again?
to GraceAng: Haha change my song le.
to Krystal: haha i hope so too...i shall keep chanting: Mrs chiaw i ou you...mrs chiaw i ou you...
to Yingxue: hellos! sorry but i dun understand what you mean by "campfire one 顶". haha

Jogging!

2007-04-08T16:56:00.000+08:00

I WENT JOGGING @ BISHAN PARK TODAY!

HAHAHAHAHAhahahahhaa

I can't believe I did it man. Cause I only got to jog 3 rounds this week and had no jogging session at all. And most likely there isn't any jogging period anymore in term2. And how am I gonna survive 6 rounds? So...I went to Bishan Park to jog! I took 10mins walking there, jogged for around 15+mins and took 10mins to walk home.

I guess I jogged around 2.5km not so sure because I was running along the walking track but the markings suddenly went missing at 1100m. So I jog another direction and back to where I started.

I almost died when I finish because I can't sit down and had to walk 10mins before I reach home. HAHA but it was rather fun. The air was fresh and the scenery is good. Very different from the sch track when you will see the same trees for 6times x(

The good thing is I dun have any cramps or stomachaches so I can jog smoothly (:

I'm here to salute those in xcountry and sports cca oh and NCC. They have great perseverance!! Because I already feel so proud of myself le...But of course I will feel useless as compared to them who can easily jog 2.4 3times a week? I dunoe but I always see them jog.

Thursday CIP was pathetic. Only 4 turned up :( did I mention that they all have very very unique names?
Let me list some down:

Castro Cyrone
Joshua Immanuel Tan
Randell Keith
Tristan D'cruz
Qaizer
Shaun Peiris
Dennis Gol
Luc Aryan Ng
David de Souza
Francis Iesjafei
Wiritphan

And many more! They are all very cute! especially one of them with very charming eyes! He's only 9years old :p

Last Friday I went to Marina Square with Janice. I wanted to redeem my $20 voucher @ Bods/Bodynits. I dunoe what shop is that so I just go there to check it out. Before I reach the shop I planned to buy a shirt which cost around $20 so I dun have to spend a cent. AND..... (Thunder+lightning sound effect) the 1st shirt we saw cost 53.90! Because we are not allowed to but undergarments so we go to the front of the shop to look at the shirts. (Most likely the cheap cheap ones are not on the racks), Janice help me look at the price...A simple shirt cost: 39.90. *faints* Maybe it's not that simple, but I definitely can't spot the uniqueness or whatever fascinating for it to cost that much. I felt dumb. Cause I dunoe that a shirt will cost that much on earth. And I guess that's the cheapest thing there.i thought OP or rip curl stuff are considered ex already. I'm shallow.... Ohmy...

Then we went to cafe cartel to eat. No I mean to sit and do homewk. I love the bread (cause it's free flow) so I keep eating and drinking and peeing. Then birds flew past and it was 7pm. We set off and did someth dumb. We wanted to take the free shuttle bus back to city hall MRT instead of walking back and we took 30+mins to get to the bus stop and had to wait for the bus to come. As compared to walking back for around 15mins only. And on the way I saw my biggest fear....The bods/bodynits shop again! And guess what I was curious and look at the price of one short. It's 66.90. Nice number but I have to admit that it's nice. And one shirt cost 35.90? Guess that's the cheapest thing there. So forget it I didn't use that $20 voucher at all since I dun even need a shirt at the moment :) I’m happy with my decision.

Ohwells, we reach home at 9?

Let me share a video with you:
it's taken from you tube! And I copied my bro idea. So sorry but good things are for us to share rite? Kindly take some time to view this and give me your comments (:

2 Years OLD!

2007-03-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

I forgot my blog's Birthday!
it's on 12 march. Sorry!

Happy bdae to you,
happy bdae to you,

Happy bdae to B-L-O-G-G-I-EEEEEE....
Happy bdae to YOU!
YAYS you are 2!

Though i have pathetic no. of posts but i love my blog! Cause it's still not dead yet. Though it's hibernating lah.

Anyway i can't believe i'm slacking now. Cause i had just survived life with 5tests/week! YAYS! yah though i know i will do badly for 3 papers...but no use of whining and moaning.

Went to Novena Square today and saw JJ Lin! ok i meant i saw his back only. When i was rushing up to get a glance of him, i suddenly told myself that i will NEVER go and idolise idols (though idols are for pple to idolise) cause i feel rather stupid doing that. Screaming and shouting chasing that particular person like mad. Can't imagine myself doing that.

my march holidays were rather boring. I had no life and did nothing meaningful. I didn't go to mac to study because of msXxX.

Term 2 is goona rock! i love term2 cause it's the most interesting part of the year with lots of grand events. HOWEVER! Time passed so fast that the seniors are stepping down due to early O'Levels...Aww i dun even think we are prepared for that moment. i suddenly felt that i miss my seniors if they are gone cause they are nice! I'm so not close to the sec1s & 2s. Did i mention that we probably won't have any tests at all during TOP period? At most only 2 tests out of 4weeks of TOP.

YAYs! Now i feel stress abt trip sci class le. Especially When i'm in a not very alive class though we can be lah. Cause during math when we are going through the corrections, others were bored to death as they dun have any corrections, while i'm copying at a crazy speed and when teacher is at Qn6, i havn't even done my Qn 1b corrections :( BOO! And i realise a disadvantage sitting in front for lab lesson. Both Bio and Chem tcher had broke testtube and beaker (it's normal cause accidents happened), cause i will be like so focus at the test tube looking whether there's any reaction and *PING* *PONG* *PIANG* it dropped and crows flew past...

Anyway i wanna share the presents i got for my friends!
Ao Nan and Cheryl Chen's Presents!

Reply Tags:

hafeeza! :]: haha YAY! even non Chinese love and understand the wonder of my song!
ebony: haha Thank you! :D
Qiulin:Thanks! When are you coming back? never see you for very very long le...
Alyssa: Haha yah I wanna see you i nyour new Specs!
KaiiYingg: linked you!
SANDY: heehee Miss you my 6years classmates~!
zoey: LOL Jiayou for cheers! But go Oleander!
jolyn: Welcome
suetfar: Lets sing this song one day together! You sing the higher part cause i can't reach.
KahJun: Haha Jiayou in School!

Hana Kimi

2007-03-12T14:59:00.000+08:00

我一直都在

歌手：林稷安/程于伦 专辑：花样少年少女电视原

遥望着你背影
有孤单太苍白
我多么想陪着你
走过人山人海
当天空变灰白
你的忧伤澎湃
我多么想走进你
紧锁的心海
我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天回过头看我
我的笑送给你希望你快乐
你的难过都给我
关于你的一切我都
好好收藏着
我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天能感觉到我
就算我在你世界
渺小像一颗尘埃
我也会给你我所有的光和热
我鼓起勇气呐喊
你要听得见
我不许你再孤单
要你拥抱我给的温暖

Mood: Emo (:
Song of the day (: i've been singing this song for the past 8hours
Though the singers are not famous, but their voices really touch our hearts. And the lyrics are so meaningful (:

Oh no! i'm gonna fall in love with Hana Kimi ):

Reply Tags:
Mu Jia: Huh? oh you meant that you love the song too? YAY!
Boon Hui: HEllos! Link you le!
Zoey: Lols okay. i know it's rather long so your eyes will get bigger after reading evry paragraph.
Kah Jun: Hellos :D
Alyssa: Hellos! Why you never go out with us that day :(

Thank You List :D

2007-03-06T16:41:00.000+08:00

My Tank U List:

1. I would like to thank Grace Ng from 3H for putting in so much effort and time and voice for the class during OAC. Your efforts have put off, i guess 3H loves you more and will respond more rite.

2. i would like to thank leaders and instructors for planning the whole camp. Especially the understudies :) hhaha Jiayou for LTC and Oac 08!! Can see and feel all the hard work and energy cause all of you all look very tired. JIAYOUS!

3. Principals + Teachers. For being there. haha and the time and money for the camp to be carried out. Cause i realise OAC only started on 2005.

4. Thank you Rain(Korean singer) and Rainnie Yang, for visiting us the 2 days of the camp.

5. I will think of who to thank next time :p

OAC.
Re-camp Club

OAC 2007

2007-03-05T12:16:00.000+08:00

Saturday March 3, 8:17 PM

School camp cut short after 50 students hit by food poisoning

SINGAPORE : Fifty students came down with food poisoning, cutting short a school camp on Friday.

Starting on Wednesday, the annual Secondary 3 camp for some 300 Cedar Girls' Secondary School students at Labrador Adventure Camp was supposed to end on Sunday.

Composition of the day: Something Unexpectedly Happened

i was rather excited about OAC cause i dun feel very homesick after LTC :D So i sacrifice my sleep and woke up at around 5am so that i can take shi xuan's father's car at 6.10am.

Day 1 :)
Reported in school, then took the bus to LAC.

Act 1: Class Interaction/Campfire Songs
Weather: Sunny :)
We played many many games and bonded well. At first we cheered very softly but after several games we start to feel the 'heat' and enjoyed ourselves. Played Singing chairs? (the one we had to sit on each other and endure), double wacko, jacobs ladder. Yulia was damn funny when she turn, so i was laughing crazyly, then i saw mr ang doing breakdance as forfeit for 3A.

After that we sang camfire songs and Mr. Chai and Mr. Ang did the cannibal King together. Imagine them doing...: Ahroom muack muack, ahroom muack muack, ahroom doladoley....

then it was lunch i can't remember what we ate, but i guess it tasted awful cause i couldn't really finish it.

Act 2:Low Elements/Games
Weather: bad....Rain :(
I was dying to play LE with H1 cause i really enjoyed it during LTC, it was very very fun @ every station. So i was rather sad that we had to stay in the hall to play games again. But it was rather fun although the instructors tried their best to drag the 4 hours. i love jacobs ladder :) cause i like it. HAHA oh yah during the catch my tail game i caught leader Annabella's bandana! yays of course i was violent cause i pulled her shirt.

Act3: Dinner, Night Walk, Shower
Weather: Drizzling :(
Had kitchen duty but didn't have the chance to serve :( i wanna serve and say: enjoy your meal. Anyway i remembered the food rocks cause i was staring at my bowl and stoning.

However...we ate Mango pudding, which was suspected of being the cause of a few cases of food poisoning. Firstly the pudding tasted nice to me, cause i had always love mango pudding. So i finish it with 2 spoonfuls. Then my classmates were saying why the bottom have black black stuff...i was like eeewww....so they think it was mould. but mine doesn't have so i was lucky lah. Then there was a few extra cups of pudding left so i ate 1more. And the 2nd one tasted like SHIT. yes, like rotten food. but cannot waste food so i just force it down. But i still didn't have stomachache or diarrhea...

Then it was night walk at Kent Ridge Park. First time there, quite a peaceful and nice place though. Was with H1 and the guide was very nice. Ended the walk early and enjoyed aircon in the bus. Shower rocks when i manage to finish showering in 3mins+. cause i have a method of wearing shorts and wrap my top with the towel,then go to the toilet and change. HAHA it that gross?

Debrief was boring when that drag for very very long, had nightcap and didn't brush our teeth cause dun have enough time, so we just rinse our mouth.

Then inst. Layeng came and called 4 of us to go see ms poon. i was like, shit, we're dead. Then we were suppose to arrange the bowls and cups properly and the table must be of the same height...so troublesome but we can't complain in front of her right? And i just wanna finish it fast and go to bed. So we step in the dorm 30mins later and almost the whole class was still awake. haha

Couldn't really sleep well the 1st day....
And it was

Day2 :))
Weather: Still raining :(
Dorm check. Troublesome. No choice. Had PT, it was slack compared to LTC, so it's a good thing, cause i always feel like vomiting after PT. Breakfast was Bread+Margarine+Milo+Apple! An apple a day keeps the doctor away, but if the doctor is handsome, throw the apple away! There isn't any doctor so we had to eat it.

Act 4:Tower
Weather: Rain...VERY SAD!
To me, no LE is already a big blow, and now no Tower. Means no abseil, no rockwall, no ZIPLINE! and had to stay in MPH again...However, the leaders and inst. allowed us to do the acts in the rain when it gets lighter!! YAYs! So we get to try zipline and rockwall! however.....grace want us to go according to descending order, means I'll be the last one :( Anyway only 5 of us got to try...so no more zipline! BOO! i missed it both LTC and OAC :( Rockwall, rain starts to get heavier so only 2 people gets to climb, it's ok i tried during LTC :D played game suggested by inst. kw.(kor woong, not kiwi) to say 4 statements, 3 lies 1 truth. and i took the opportunity to praise my bro. LOL dots cause i can't really think of anyth to say.

Lunch. can't remember what we eat, i guess is nasi lemak.

Act 5: Labrador Challenge
Weather: Rain.... ):
I had Fun with H1!!! i think we rock, though we didn't manage to complete all the tasks. The teachers and pple were all very nice! inst. kw, ella+Ass C. was with us too. i like our bread :) then we had to find the rock that can echo...so i still dun get what they want lah...Waited for the bus and sang lots of songs to kill time. i love the...:

your side (x3)
your front, your back,
Your side, your front,
your side, your back,
your side, your front, your back!

Reach back Campsite 30mins late due to bus, so everyth was pushed back. Anyway HA have the same schedule so we always have the same fate lah.

Act 6: shower,Dinner,CI & CF Prep, Knots + Lashings
Weather:Can't remember
Something very very embarrassing happened during shower. Nobody know. I shall tell everyone 10years later :D Dinner had toufu!!!! i love to eat toufus!! (sounds wrong but nvm) But the kitchen duty person gave me 8 toufus which is too much. Yet hong have more than me lah. HAHA, then there was cocktail, which tasted rather nice too :)

CI+ CF, everyone gave opinions on OAC. i said i look forward to the rest of the days cause u know trip sci class, i guess after camp we will just study again, so must treasure the time. Then i said the leaders and inst. were very nice(as compared to LTC) but i still dun greet them in the early morning, cause nobody will greet. Haha. We learned the TITANIC song, which i thought it rocks. Knots & lashings were almost the same as LTC. i forgot all my knots and lashings le....feel so paiseh.

Debrief was not so dragging...grace was being praised ^^Didn't have night cap, and went to sleep....ZzZzZz

And it was Day 3:)))!
when 3H woke up at 4.45am!
Weather: NOT RAINING ANYMORE!!!! :))))))
Dorm check was ok, PT abit more tiring but suppose to make us alive though. Breakfast as usual...

Act7: CRUISE! (1st time in my life)
Weather: SUNNY!
Woohoo! at last sunblock is useful.though no one applied i guess. if only there's someth called rain block...Anyway i was rather scared that i will get seasick, cause last time i sat the slow slow ferris wheel at escape and i already felt dizzy. Lousy....haha but i was ok lah, when i found someone like melissa who seemed more blur and dizzy than me. We reached Kusu island! And we went to some temples and saw loads of tortoises!! and a monintor lizard too! i was sort of determine to have tortoise as pet :D

Went back to campsite, when everyone was actually sleeping soundly..awww...see how tired we are. i didn't sleep though cause i scared i will feel like vomiting cause i see a few stars above me.

I dunoe what happen. i was just confused. There was food, but we weren't eating. Then everyone cheered and i realize we are ordering pizza for lunch. Then mrs ouyang came. I didn't sense anyth, cause i thought mrs ouyang wanna see how we are enjoying ourselves. didnt know it was bcoz....haiz

So while we happpily enjoyed our lunch, and looking forward to our next act High elements....

Chief told us to go back our dorm, pack all of our things, clean the dorm, and meet at MPH. i was shock, are we going home? are we camping in school? What happened?

3H was the first class to arrive. After that mrs ouyang came.
We ARE going back. Back Home. i was like OMG. We have no say for this decision as there are millions of factors for us to break camp at that moment. No use carry on when 1/3 of the sch might be gone on day5.

3H spent our last moment of the camp on bus, singing together. We thank our instructors: Kor Woong, Ella, Ameera, Jasmine. For their efforts and accompanying us for the past 3days.

Without a last gathering with the others campers and leaders we break camp. Without having the feeling to go home. Without the feeling of homsick.

3D2N camp ended. Just the same duration as LTC.
But due to the rain, i didn't get to try: HE, LE, Tower
Due to the food poisoning, i didn't get to try: field cooking, Orienteering, heritage trial,water rocket & lastly CAMPFIRE.

i have to 'salute' the instructors, for putting their efforts in the camp. Especially the understudies, you all rock. We all can see how much effort, time you all had spent sleeping only for 2-3 hrs a day without complaining. Campers we are lucky so stop complaining. This year the leaders and inst. were definitely very very nice. OAC is nth like military camp.

And did i mention we never see our form teacher at all.
I hope our class has bonded well, as i guess life would be the same when school reopens.

i enjoyed the short time we had, but i long for the 2 days we missed to come again. though i only teared for a few mins, i guess everyone has to carry on.

the end.
OAC '07 :)

CL NEW YEAR!

2007-02-21T14:08:00.000+08:00

Physics Test: 29 Feb 2007.

I know the teachers love to squeeze many tests in a day, why don't they just torture us and squeeze them all on 29 feb....

Anyway i know it's kinda lag but VALENTINE's HERE again!
haha valentine in girl school always rox! cause we love each other, though i receive more things this year, but it's considered very few compared to cheryl heng and the seniors. BUT we must learn to feel satisfied can. U thing boys' sch will hug each other and say i love you?

AND it's CNY concert!
it's my 1st time performing for the school on stage for CLDDS! i just feel proud when the show ended and people cheered and clapped for us!!! I love flower faeries!!!
Krystal seemed like she's not feeling well cause she use to be noisy and funny but on Friday she looked moody.

anyway the highlight is definitely Cinderella and the prince!! OMG they look so deng dui! (compatible) And glad that we had performed! If not our efforts will be wasted :D :) :p (:

oh yah i know our costume (flower fairy) is very exposing, you think we wanna show our **** meh? FYI we don't have a choice over our costumes and make up so please dun talk bad in front of our back. Thanks. BUT don't you think the soldiers and jie lei's costume rocks? haha waiting for others to upload photos so i can copy and upload here! WELL DONE EVERYONE! ( including the casts and backstage pple)

AND IT'S LUNAR NEW YEAR AGAIN! and it's e year of PIG! OMG PIG ROCKS!!
i saw and heard alot of not very happy things that had happened, which made me feel fortunate. i wanna share to make you feel fortunate but it's not very nice huh.

School's starting tmr. AWW no more beauty sleep for me :(
And i cut my hair AGAIN. it's short but used to it anyways.
Bio test on friday! Oh no....

Phrase of the day: JIA JIA YOU BEN NAN NIAN DE JING.
i dunoe how to translate...means every family has it's own problems :D

Song of the day: Patience by Take that

Cause i 
I just need time 
My heart is numb has no feeling so while I’m still healing 
just try and have a little patience

I'M COLLECTING MY IC TOMMOROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

photos and song

2007-02-20T14:39:00.000+08:00

Gryphon 06!

update

2007-02-10T22:08:00.000+08:00

UPDATE.

ok i've updated :D

i was thinking if i should post a happy or emo post.
there's just too many feelings in me which i want to express, but i can't.

i realise many people needs love more than me.
i'd never felt so worried about someone before. but till now i've made no moves to help her. i felt useless, i thought she wouldn't welcom my help. i'm afriad she thinks i will know too much.

i hardly see her smile. i want to make her HAPPY. but i know i'm not a clown.

New year is coming. i'm sensing volcano. i'm praying that i won't erupt. please don't.

but... VALENTINE IS COMING!

i wanted to buy some stuff for everyone i know! to show that i love them. i know the best gift is a hug, but i'm shy lah. HAHA. and that stupid shop didn't sell what i wanted cause new year coming and change most of their stocks :(

oh wells. i hope pple love me too!

-PEEWEN-!

did i mention pple mistaken me as *** again?
oh yah 3H please be more enthu!

Sec 1 Orientation

2007-02-04T15:47:00.000+08:00

CCA Sec1 Orientation!!

Woohoo! it's finally over after 2 long weeks. Had been staying back almost everyday to do it and there's really a sense of satisfaction when everything's over :) i can say that we (sec3 understudies) are not bad kays! everyone work hard on actual day to make everyth successful! Yay-ness!

i'm just upset that the sec4s and most sec2s didn't go. i mean i thought it was compulsory for them to go lah. But of course i must be understanding cause sec4 have 5 tests next week...but orientation is only once a year can. :(

Nvm i'm rather glad with our performance though the no.s are pathetic without sec4s. i didn't really bond well with my grp, cause had to run here and there...such a waste when my members are so fun. And i didn't get to see the shor peou person. HAHA.

It was rather fun lah, just that we had to miss the giving out of souvenirs and prizes...when we are the one doing the souvenirs. And i really have to emphasize that yan jie put in alot of effort to find the bottles can! when i accompany her that day i almost died. And we even saw ping hui weiling and seow yan during our trip through spore populars. And thank you esther and chek seen for preparing the food for us! So sweet :D and for putting the clues for an fa xian chang.

And of course our aim was to let the new comers have fun. So the 20+ of u all...Are we nice?? i dun dare to play bouncing chair with aonan le. So violent lah.

Now that the orientation is over, the most important thing to do is.....COLLECT BACK OUR $$$$$$$! haha and i realise i still have to do CIP stuff and that train the trainers thingy is starting :(

Anyways....I SAW MAZMO YESTERDAY~!!! YAYS! she walk pass my class and i recognize her by her curly hair! We chated for a while about sch life in cedar. i dunoe when she will be coming back again....(excluding results day) and she is in TJC :D and i suspect she is in the same class as shu han. or am i thinking too much?

haha anyways i'm changing my nick to pee wen for a time being cause someone told me that peewee was taken. i want to be original you know. But peewee sounds 1000 times nicer than peewen :(

BYE. you see i updated.
and i shall say i dun ou MS XXX! but i will try to find another target if i'm free. HAHA TAG PLEASE :D

And I see your true colours
Shining through
See your true colours
That's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colours, true colours
Are beautiful like a rainbow

21st Bdae!

2007-01-21T17:00:00.001+08:00

Went for wedding dinner on MONDAY night@ Orchard Grand Hyatt!! Yays i love wed dine food! Especially the shark's fin (apologies to animal lovers). And the very shocking thing is, i saw Mr Ang!! Haha

Then it was school...school....school. Stayed back everyday in school.
LTC instructors were announced on tues! haha congrats to gryphon pple and others. Though you all have to reach sch at 6.30 every morning soon, but i know everyth will be worth it if you really wanna be an instructor!

Went for CCA interview on thurs. 1st time tried interviewing others...i'm always the one being interviewed last time. Quite fun lah, seeing the sec1s getting nervous.

It's my BROTHER'S 21st Bdae on FRIDAY!! yah, he's getting old now. so am i. I hope he really enjoyed his 21st bdae. i gave him a MP4 (a cheap one though) :D Who tell him to be so nice to me. haha

My blog's kinda dead though, ever since sch reopens.
And i have to carry the fear of being caught everyday cause i can't afford to buy one more new skirt le.

Peiwen!
long skirt association :)

CDAC

2007-01-06T01:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

Whee i turned 15th this year and i'm suppose to make my IC from 4th Jan onwards. As i just had streaming and got in a new class, and as it falls on the 1st day of school,my birthday wasn't a very wonderful one when many pple are too excited abt other stuff. Though many of my friends still remember my Birthday, which i'm rather touched, but of course those i really wanted them to say happibdae to me didn't.

But i learnt to be satisfied :)

Here are my 2007 teachers:
Form Teacher: Mrs Chiaw
EL: Mrs Serene Ng
E & A math: Mrs Chia
HMT: Gao Lao Shi
SS/Geog: Mdm Faridah
Chemistry: Mr Michael Chia
Physics: Mr Yau
Bio: Mrs Chiaw
Pe: Ms Agnes Leong

School rules are getting strict when school starts, when i have to think of way to lengthen my skirts and pin up my fringe. And especially when your class isn't those that love to break sch rules.

I went to CDAC on 30 Dec for some event. Had fun there though i went alone. I was really touch by the help they are giving US. which makes me want to volunteer or pay back to the society when i grow up :)

Learnt Balloon sculpturing, saw PM LEE and collected lots of stuff.

i'm the oldest one in the class So paiseh. But i sort of overcome my fear of balloons though i keep screamin when the ballooons burst, especially the one in front of me when i'm twisting a giraffe :/

Hello 2007!

2007-01-02T10:49:00.000+08:00

HELLO 2007

5,4,3,2,1! Yay! (Say it like a robot) Countdown at Home is definitely not fun. No new year mood as i'm the only one opposite the live telecast of countdown at vivo. But of course i still can't take the fact that it's new year le. TOO FAST. Dunoe why i dun feel very excited for the new year to come, i just hav a worried feeling :( OH wells, can't expect the earth to U-turn for me. BUT...Still have to look back at the unforgettable moments in 2006...

- Birthday Outing with Family
- Hui Chun @ TVPS
- CNY
- Fell in love with Adriano when he sings jia gei wo
- TVPS Sports Day
- Tests...Tests....Tests
- Finished X-Country at 81th POsition
- IPW 2006 - Geog rep '06-'07
- My Bloggie turns 1 ! - Went AMK Sec for their carnival
- Ate haagen dazs with family
- History Pageant (1st time enjoyed doing a project)
- STORYTELLING COURSE
- First Chalet
- FIESTA @ CEDAR! (2i & National Day)
- Sports day 2007
- New Spectacles
- JURONG BIRD PARK
- SPH Experience
-CL farewell 1st time choreography dance steps
- Did auntie stuff such as queuing to get free gift
- Catholic High MOE excel day
- Racial Harmony Day
- Saw adriano @ TVPS
- Exams
- LTC 2006
- Zoo!
-Christmas

I just think 2006 is better than 2005 (:
Of Course there are sad stuff that i dun wanna mention.

Anyway this is my Homework List and Christmas presents for FAMILY.

Christmas

2006-12-26T04:15:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!
Looks like everyone's out to celebrate while i'm sort of rotting at home. Haha, it's ok, rotting provides nutrients for the plants rite? I exchange presents with my family le! I'm rather proud of my present cause i put in quite alot of effort in it. (:

Oh yah, i went out with 6Loyalty people on 19 Dec. 10 of us went, not bad lah, they went out from 9am-9pm. While i went 12pm-10pm+. They are still very fun and funny!! Every second i won't stop laughing (: But we didn't really take any photos. Aww~ Haha Good Luck Evryone!

Reply Tags:
to Suet Far: Whao i can't believe i bring joy to evryone! Haha merry christmas to you too!

to [cHI HA]: HAHA Chi Ha sounds funny! Merry christmas!

to liching : D: Whao so cute you describe going to zoo as cool! Hope we can really bond well next year! Merry Christmas~

to huiming: Welcome. Thanks for yours too! Guess what i'm doing the cross stitch almost everyday after i receive the present. HAHA

to chinpei: Merry Christmas to you too!! You are still very nice~!! Haha hello ms NICE (:

to nura: We are seeing each other soon. Is that good or bad??

to *GiNa*: YUPP!! We saw each other that day! Haha Merry christmas and all e best next year!

to shin: Haha yah, i know all of you all love Me! Thank you thank you! We love u too. We love you loads too ((:

to xiao lin: Haha tissue gal runs out of tissue le lah! Anyway the tag is so outdated but Merry Christmas!!

Dec Holidays

2006-12-21T11:06:00.000+08:00

I WENT TO THE ZOO ON MONDAY (11th Dec)!!

Animal A: Look at my Looong Tail!

Cow:Ops, i just had my business:D

Napoleon the Pig

Horsie: Puuuutt! Ops, sorry :p

Donkey No.1Donkey No.2

Now you know how's strong the sunlight is?

Whee~ Squeeeeze
Fright Hurts! Hinting to those that always scare me :(

I spotted an amphibian along the way.

Me:Don't run away BABOON!!

Seal: ahh...my food (:

Cute Cute Kangaroos!
Me: SPONGEBOB!!

A picture speaks a thousand words. So i have 14000 Words now.
Don't need to blog anymore! Yay!

PS: We went to zoo for free~!
You think we would spent $60(4 x$15) just to see them??

Missing

2006-12-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

After waving goodbye to Yvonne, i turned and cried.
I had to hold on to my tears man, whoa not easy.
That was one of the times that i dun bother to say bye to my friends when i left.

I cried like a crazy person till i board the bus. The thing is, i forgot to bring tissue paper (though i had a nickname called tissue gal in class), so i had no choice but to wipe my mucus on my dreams and teams shirt (ops).

I told my bro, I felt very bad.
His reply made me cried.

Don't worry he didn't blast me, i just find his words touching. HAHA

I just feel like singing:

My dear *******...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so....

Reply tags:
alyssa: yes alyssa, you didn't know i love to sleep too?? Pig is my middle name ((:
chinpei: welcom! haha okay loves too :p
jimmy: you are linked (:
jaanani: HELLOS! haha i still think we may land in the same class :D
shin: what's aroused?? HAHA not something bian tai ba...
suetfar: that was last year's. Hope to get together too :p
caijing: heys, how are you? i wanna sms you but i know you will nv reply de. sorry for not comforting you.
jolyn: HAHA ok. i realise i'm abit anti-social hor.

2006 Resolutions

2006-12-09T01:27:00.000+08:00

i was laughing at myself when i read this post.
2006 (not 2007) new year resolutions!!

SCHOOL
1. change my attitude ~~problem~~. (Tick)
2. Laugh more (Cross)
3. ASK if i dunoe (Tick)
4. Cheer and scream till sorethroat (Tick)
5. Get along well with [everyone] (eg. do not get affect just bcause other pple dun like her) (Tick)
6. Greet mr lim when i see him (Tick)
7. Control my 'invisible' temper (Tick)
8. Stop bad peer presure (Cross)
9. Treasure sec4 seniors before they go. (sob) (Cross)
10. Don't scold siao, sux, and mayeb even **** to friends.(Tick)

HOME
1. Kill the computer virus in me.(Tick)
2. Stop watching barney and sesame street when there are no shows.(Tick)
3. Let parents understand me more(Cross)
4. have some sort of permanent outings or meetings with parents? (Tick)

OTHERS
1. get loads of hugss and learn to hit pple's butts. (Cross)
2. Stop white lies (Cross)
3. Save money by not taking too much neos and buying clothes. (Cross)
4. Get fatter. but how? (Cross)
5. Do not become a hua chi (Cross)

The words in brackets shows whether i've fulfilled the resolutions till today 08/12/2006 :)

DEC HOLIDAYS :D

2006-12-01T11:14:00.000+08:00

FAREWELL NOV HOLIDAYS :D

I'm blogging finally!!!! WOOHOO i shall list down my calender as i could not afford to blog about everything now.

Let me start from the last day of school......

26Oct
-Last day of school!Got emo as my good friends are leaving for IP :(
-Got report book, went for leaders' training workshop which was rather motivating and went for 2nd belay school

27Oct
-Went to Boon Keng to prepare for Wang Lao Shi's bdae present.

28Oct
-Celebrated WLS's bdae at Junction 8 Crystal Jade

29th Oct
-Went shopping at AMK central

31Oct
-3rd belay school tried rock climbing for the 1st time in my entire life. whoa, now then realise how not colourful my life is.

01Nov
-Went Junction 8 and Bishan library for the 1st time ((:

03Nov
-Went health zone with 2i for learning journey. Our last outing though...health zone is hilarious with that funny speaker. COCONUT and SER-WINGs. i was aroused to see the word gay that i click on the screen during one of the exhibition.

05Nov
-Went 325A for SCDF preparedness day,saw the SCDF people flying down from 12th floor alived. And i was busy trying to take a nice picture of PM Mr. Lee while they are demo-ing the situation when a car caught fire.
-Went shopping at Fairprice after the thing ended

06Nov
-Had LTC meeting in school and went for my 1st job interview at Singapore shopping centre

07Nov
-4th Belay school. had obstacles+camp craft test
-Rush for work after that
-Went janice house to bathe and flew down to Orchard
-BTW 1st day of work suck as i only have 3 qualified almost died when i reach home as night shift was 5-9pm

08Nov
-2nd day of work @ Raffles Place
-3 qualified only :((

09Nov
-3rd day of work, went there around 1 hour earlier and surveyed 25++people!!! yay i'm actually quite proud of myself. but only 9 qualified. SAD+PATHETIC=QUIT :)
-Went PS after that to discuss about chalet

13-15Nov
OUT TO FAMILY CHALET
(amazingly i reached there 1 hour earlier )

17Nov
-Meeting with Gryphon @ Ying Si's house
-Streaming results out: 5G , FYI is trip science and i don't have any reaction after knowing my stream. cause if i get in trip i will feel stress as my science 's bu****it. but then the studying environment might be better. double wont be so stress but i dun like history...haha problematic child

18Nov
-Gryphon Meeting, ate lunch together at PS and walk back to ying si's hse which is opposite cedar pri from potong pasir MRT.

19Nov
-SHopping for LTC items. sort of regretted buying that $20+ sun block.
-i was so scared about ltc, can't remember if i cried cause can't believe it's just the next day

20-22Nov
-LTC Leadership Training Camp
-i received a sms informing me to go to ying si's house (near cedar) at 5.30am to prepare the stuff. i was shock man.
-Anyway thanks every member of gryphon ((: not bad at least we got 3rd rite.
-Anyway i can't believe i pulled through it though the leaders are considered very kind to us already. hope OAC's gonna be fun.
-OH YAH, i actually didn't try flying fox. i'm gonna rush for it during OAC man, i just hook on the karabiner and ms leong told me don't have enough time le :((

23Nov
-Went back school for CCA and got my SEC 3 BOOKS!!!

24Nov
-Went to chung cheng high for train the trainers programme. Shiok man, they actually provide 3 meals during the 7hours workshop. Getting rather excited, hope the little kids wont bully ms ang ((:
-oh yah, and i bought prickly heat at 50cents. OMG i was so proud of myself. i'm gonna bring next year for OAC

25Nov
-Went Macs to do homewk finally!!! the 1st day i started my homewk

26Nov
-Went singapore expo + IKEA alexandra.
-i went both places for the 1st time in my life. HAHA

27Nov
-Went back school for CCA, went lunch at PP mac with zoey and weiling.
-Went Vivo city for the 1st time with zoey
woohoo it's damn big but not really suitable for us as most of the shops sell clothes.

29Nov
-Went for Aiswarya's bdae party cum 2i gathering! @Yio Chu Kang
-we actually can get lost as we forgot to press the bell on the mini bus.
-tried not to but still ate the sausage. i ate 1 only :)

30Nov
-went for CIP @ AMK library with Shi Xuan!

Reply Tags:
Ashwini: YAY i can't believe you still remember me, miss me, and tag me. Sorry for not keeping in touch in you and i thought you are in newzealand, er actually is canada. All the best for you and i'm sure you will be a very...successful student!haha

Alison: THANK YOU!

Ebony:Haha really...i didn't know cause i never visit your blog for very long le. i miss you ebony. cya around in school ((:

Ivan:Haha yah all the best for you in school, LEADER ivan((: oh yah, i can make it on 19Dec but i may not be very enthu as i'm scared of escape, i will vomit even sitting the musical cups! HAHA

Hafeezah: HELLOS! YOu are such a great friend (: heehee

Caijing: HAHA, yah i know. LTC's outdated le but it's ok. Miss you GONG sister!

Xiao Lin: haha i just grabbed the health zone photo (:

Andre: what's that emo suppose to be??

holidays

2006-11-10T18:51:00.000+08:00

I was wondering if i should blog since it's already dead. :(
i know i've been saying this for many many times :(

Anyway im at bishan library using their com. NOT FOR FREE :(
And i saw NOvabelle, Eng kiat and company :)

Just had my 4th Belay school and camcraft test on tuesday. ps: leader alicia is nice :)) she's my abseiling station leader. I'm just upset that i forgot to insert the carabena into both the rope and white string. Then i rushed for my 1st day of work at orchard. Actually i dun wanna work at night cause i'm already so tired still needa force myself to stay alert.

Saw L.deborah and L.pei chun.
Performance was super lousy as i only have 3 qualified survey forms. PATHETIC.

I QUIT on the 3rd day. Everyone resigned.
i only have one word to describe myself: useless

of course there is a sluight improvement everyday when i work. i surveyed 23++ people on the 3rd day at Raffles Place as compared to 8 at orchard :))

Next week having chalet for 3 days.
Next next week having LTC for 3 days + streaming results i guess.

i love the GAKO FROG song.

long time no see

2006-10-18T13:54:00.000+08:00

HARDLY WORKING?
WORKING HARDLY?

Exams are over. No exams were over.
Results are out, definitly disappointing about math and CL, but i'm happy for my GEOG. i still remmeber that day (sun) the day before geog paper which is the last paper. i wanted to go to my blocks downstairs study room which was provided as i had went there almost everyday to study for my SA. So when i sign up at the office i went to the room and found a bunch of guys in the room. Er...definitly not studying....listening to music and singing at the top of their voices.

So timid peiwen was afriad to be bullied by 8+ pple therefore my mum went to the office to ask to open another study room for me :)) (my family was there after eating dinner outside) YAY, so i had a room to myself and i can concentrate and study for my LAST paper.

And of course other stuff happened which i dun want to mention here....HAHA

Anyway after the exams we had a row of 6 days of holiday. i went out on tue to the...arcade and bowling @ marina bay (the place with a lot of steamboat blah blah) fri went to sentosa. it was rather fun lah ((: Cut my hair on sat and i hope it will grow longer soon as almost my whole family said it was awful.

Anyway i was nominated as a PC by class and i was out er....not even after the 1st round. HAHA i actually find it funny. i dun want to know the reason why either.

LTC is coming and i shall ENDURE :)) and my bro said i can't do rock climbing :( DIE. it's quite terrible when i can't tie knots and lallalal

So currently looking for a suitable holiday job to kill time and earn $$ during the 2month long holiday. I LOVE SCHOOL... :( and i will not see my sec4 seniors again...

kk, i gtg now. BYE

2006-09-18T16:15:00.000+08:00

This the one i'm talking about :D

If you had heard my grandmaother story on what happened on tchers' day.

Now you know what i meant by : i'm not that sad anymore??

i didn't know adriano had the same CL teacher as me!

HAHA, i'm not despo :(

HELLO exams. You are here!!

hello

2006-09-11T16:03:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!

My computer is not fixed yet :(
Anyway i went back to TVPS :)
I brought a camera without working batteries :(
I did not appear in the Adriano picture :(
But i dunoe why, i dun feel sad anymore :)

Sorry did not have time to rely tags :(

BYE!!!

PS: watching Forbidden City on WED :))

DEAD

2006-08-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

MY COMPUTER IS DEAD

It's not working anymore.

FEI CHANG SUPERBAND

2006-08-13T03:29:00.000+08:00

OH YAH
MI LU BING WON!!
FEI CHANG SUPERBAND~

haha how can i forgot about this superband thingy. i love nick, and his name too (Nicodemus lee. shun li). HAHA okay fine sam and weiqi's not bad too. ^^

Anyway i knew it's between Ice Milo and Soul. It's difficult to predict lah.
Ice Milo can play instruments which actually fits the criteria of BAND! They are young cute creative and have alot of patterns.
SOUL have 5 big korkor which is tall and big and can dance really well. HAHA

what stupid comments i give. The above is just what i think, please dun come and whack me if u are supporters of B3 & B4.

I think out of all the 4 judges. I love the last one Most. He's someone that gives good comments and points out the band's mistakes and really want them to do better. He speaks his mind, if he dun like the performance he will just say, and he's not those pple like Ken.
if the judges's comments have no relation with the performance (for eg, XXX is so cute.), it's either the judges have nothing to say, or they dare not offend the fans. I mean there are 6000 pple out there....

OH yah and ice milo's fathers known as mi lu bas are so supportive. Screaming and shouting for their dearest sons. So touching...Saw girl girl like 10years old calling to support them lah...I dunoe what it's like there, but it seems like the fans had to STAND for 4hours, screaming and shouting for their 'idols'. It's sufocating lah, cause i went for the campus @ J8, i almost fainted cause everyone is breathing lesser amount of oxygen.

I love Lucify's costume the most!!
So sorry if you dun understand any bit of the post cause you didn't watch the show.
Anyway if i didn't blog for few weeks like last time meant that i'm really very busy. And yes now i've been blogging quite often shows that i'm not THAT busy. or fine i'm just slacking. i'm scared caues it's week 8 next week. like damn fast lah, cause i thought sch just reopen after june holidays. i'm so so jealous when people_______________cause i'm not.

you see.
i hate school. and i hate staying at home doing nothing. does that=life's meaningless?

.PEIWEN.

oh yah do visit this web http://www.teachersday.sg//
Post your message online about your teachers as teachers' day is coming!!

NATIONAL DAY

2006-08-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

NATIONAL DAY!!!!

I LOVE NATIONAL DAY eve. I hope everyday is NATIONAL DAY eve.

ON monday it was such a great day as we did not have much homewk. Ms wan didn't even teach during geog lesson. How nice ^^

Here comes the red + white day.
Wore my hang ten STAR singapore shirt with OP white skirt. My mass dance partner was yvonne. i love the song and dance. HAHA, changed my words. Totally enjoy the day though i have to present for the Home econs thingy. Was quite nervous in the beginning, but it was okay lah. Though i felt that i was the lousiest speaker there. Sang like a crow during the singing session but a pity i wasn't with my full class. But it's definitely fun with my family!!! Was toi-ing toi-ing with them!! But rebecca still looks sick :(

Saw Lin Lao shi's Daughter! Super cute de.
AWW, so CUTE!! And Lin lao shi's shirt is the same as mine.
Cause u see the logo above...This is Mrs Koh's Son!! So SHUAI!!
Both of them can get to know each other better!!

(the above pictures are taken frm the owner Yusin)

After school went to cine to watch movie with family. Ate at KFC. Meet up with ms wee and she treated us to ice kacang. Mang Guo Bing! HAHA, and then went to fix my precious specs that i accidentally stepped on it the other day. After that went to J8 with yvonne.

Saw HER swensen's Guy at last. HAHA!! so funny i did the feedback form ok.

LALALALA. yah and now is 10.44pm on 10Aug. there goes the holidays for national day.
Today tidy the house with my korr. Quite boring lah...

oh yah i just realise:
EK+KW=E+MJ
Anyone that knows what i'm talking about will be a genius.
HAHA

peiwen
-she love her ringtone-
i think this is such a boring post as i have no mood to make it funny.

Past Week

2006-08-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

31st + 1st Aug
Had EL and CL oral on both days. And yes i'm truely scared of oral. i will tremble, and shiver. My face got so hot after El oral. And did i mention that both orals i'm the 1st candidate. HEY, not bad, at least next time i will get use to it.

And something very very bad happened on monday night that i might not forget in my entire life. Yah, and i really really hope it won't happened again too. It's one of e worst day of my life :((
i tried really hard to forget what happened in the morning, i tried very hard. I'm so glad everything went back normal on tuesday night. ^^

4th Ang
Had geog test and 2.4km run.
I'M SO SCARED!!! >.<
2.4's gonna kill me.2.4's gonna kill me.2.4's gonna kill me.2.4's gonna kill me.2.4's gonna kill me.
but it didn't. i'm so proud of myself, though my timing was quite slow, but i didn't stop during the 6 rounds!! YAY, cause that's my target.

After school suppose to meet up with Gina to have my 1st tuition with her, but i was so late that in the end the meeting was cancelled. But nvm, i went home and slept like a pig ^^

PAST 3 WEEKS

2006-08-06T12:10:00.000+08:00

i've not been blogging for 3weeks.

the sad thing is no one missed me cause no one told me to update. )):

REWIND <<< NAPFA 28th July Friday
Had NAPFA 5 items lastlast friday. i was lousiest in the incline pull up. Too skinny to withstand my weight lah, so can only do 8 times. HAHA. My sit-&-reach is lousy too. not flexible lah. others are still ok. Just pray hard for next week's 2.4. >.< >27th July Thursday
We had 3 tests on that day and i have a performance on reading period. SHIT, just realised we didn't take any photos. AWW!! i thought our costumes rock. We have Math in the 1st period. then art, then CL test. Then recess, then the drama performance. Then EL test. LALA, i'm sure to fail e EL compre, is just that how bad can it be. I'M SO SCARED! i dun wanna fail EL. i'm someone that cannot withstand 3 tests and above in a day. No matter how smart i am, my brain will just shut down during the 3rd test.

Racial Harmony Day. 21st July Friday
(known as racial how many day?)
My mum did not allow me to wear ethnic costume due to some reasons. But i wore it secretly in school on friday without her knowing. And of course i had to wash it secretly too. I felt bad, but at least i didn't regret doing it. It was my first time wearing ethnic costume of other races. IN primary school i just wore my qipao to school. Now the qipao had become a mini-dress and i tore it when i try wearing it last time. ALL THANKS to rahimah! i wore a baju kebaya?? LOL, i think so haha. It was nice, it was blue. Cedarians are so crazy cause they can have the chance to dress up and take pictures. However it was such an unlucky day for racial harmony to fall on friday. Cause we had PE and jogging. We had to change so many times and we stink so much. Here are some of the pics taken ((:

After school we went straight for IPW and i was a little upset as i didn't take pics with my seniors. It was such a terrible day. TERRIBLE. u will know if u had read my members posts. YAH, we cried. i still think i'm so stupid to cry just for a project work. Yah, and crying in the bus too. So MALU lah. nightmare :(( it's okay, cause it's over. And we felt rather relieved on the family day. i dunoe why but i'm so proud of them after watching the dragon dance performance. And i tried archery!! You know the bow and arrow thingy. IT WAS FUN!!

Shall update the others during the national day holidays ^^

-peiwen-

IPW meeting

2006-07-17T03:09:00.000+08:00

IPW MEETING

Our first Photo ((:

Had IPW meeting yesterday. Memorise my script on the bus and reached zoey's house at 5.30pm. Cause i was too engross in doing math that i wanna finish before i go out. A simple act of opening the window has scared them to death. HAHA! so they were editing the script and i showed them my edited version. So at last we got a decent happy ending. No one died and we replaced it with the idea of LOVERS WATHCES. Cool isn't it. Haiya, forgot to take picture of the watches. Anyway Sherry came back from her band competitioin, poor girl, but they got gold!! YaY.

Zoey, ME, Becca

At around 7.50 we went to eat dinner. Whoa i was wondering what have we done during the past 2hours. So we went to the coffee shop for dinner and we are the BEEHOON FAMILY!! Sort of cause everyone is eating from the same stall. Zoey becca and me shared one plate. Sherry went home after dinner. After that i was busy looking at the stickers that i pangseh them. It's like OMG lah, last time i went to pasa malam there are only 30++ types of stickers to choose from. But yesterday the stall had about 70++ types of stickers and it's selling at super cheap price! And i saw the 'Make your name" stall again. The one mrs lee said during D and T. It's so nice but rather expensive.

Women in black + Man in grey

Went back and started typing the script. NOT ME, but Joshua. He did everything. That is the only meeting that i slack so much. HAHA, so i went out to eat my CUP CORN and saw a super big cockroach. And becca is scared of the dark ((: I was glad that the GF and BF gets along well at least they wont feel awkward on the actual day. HAHA i'm imaging the scene on friday's rehersal. They have to swing swing hand. Pink shirt guy must be jealous. And i really hope becca wont laugh >.< Reherse for 2 times and it's around 8-9 mins long. And yes, it's time to go home. They had meeting friday heard that Joshua went back at 11pm++ whoa! At least to day is better went at 10++pm i guess.

So we bid goodbye and went in different directions. Something very funny occured!! i'm taking 22 bus right, and when i reached the bus stop the bus came!! i was so happy and boarded the bus. And guess what time the ex-link reader shows?? it's "22:22" HAHA , so qiao. And the bus is so crowded that i'm standing at a place where i can chit-chat with the bus driver. Raeched home at around 11.30pm. That's the latest i reached home for project. Cause i was so tired and walked 10mins from the bus stop back home. BTW, i think the P5s went to watch Natinoal day Parade. YAH!~ so that's all i'm gonna die today doing homewk and rivising. Unless we are not going on tuesday. JIAYOU EVRYONE!

Our Family Photo by Zoey. FYI i'm the mother.

MOE excel Day

2006-07-12T20:08:00.000+08:00

Here to update about the MOE excel Fest as i got my pics uploaded.
i took about 50++ pictures but manage uploaded only 13 of them. ^^
Miss Ong(P6 Form teacher) teaching ivan how to fold a sword.

Vice Principle learning how to write caligraphy.
(FYI that is zhiyong's head)

Ivan's class Art work.
(Can't u see Shao Jie is admiring the Statue of liberty)

Lee Lao Shi teaching a student how to write C.

NICE nice Guitar

Know what this photo is showing??

Curious children confirming that the guy is dead. He's rather pale too.

My Wonderful Caligraphy. ^^ (Claps)
This is considered as good as i have not touch the brush

This the best thing i like about Cath High.
And i heard that they bought this structure stuff just for this ECEL fest.

My first henna by jaanani's sister ^^

Mosaic by Beatty Sec. Linda was there and i did the yellow portion part.
(had a hard time finding the correct spelling for mosaic)

Catholic High's Chapel

Some artcraft. So cuteeee :D

ONe sad day. One good day.

2006-07-09T23:23:00.000+08:00

ONe sad day. One Happy day.

OnE sAd DaY
07 July 2006 (Friday)
1st IPW visit to Boys' Town

Had early dismissal @ 12nn due to the MOE excel fest. Bought sandwiches for lunch and board the bus at about 12.30pm. Reach boys town 1 1/2hours later. I was so happy when we reach there u know. It was located near Choa Chu Kang. Bad bad. So far away...
Our Waiting Area which is air-conditioned
Walk for a distance before reaching there. Was so nervous and scared when we saw the place and the boys. ALALALALA, we played bingo with them. And the only game that everyone participated in and e one that i'm most proud of is BINGO. (Zhong Ji Mi Ma) SO our forfeit was so cruel, i didn't realise when they do it infront of others. But they are very supportive lah, at least they 'ren du fu shu'. After that Circus outreach pple came, and they were so good at controling the boys. Knik is so professional. There are some boys who sat there and did not even touch the balls. So knik was like i will not force u to do someth u dun like. (though i wanna try to encourage them to try out, cause we are practically standing there like statues) Had a hard time asking them to sit in circle u know HAH

After that all the stuff went hay wire. And it was so bad lah. Did i mention that i felt so bad towards Knik. i didn't greeet him when he arrive, and i didn't say goodbye when he left. i felt so rude as he's considered as one of our organizer too.Knik Teaching them Juggling

Haiz, it's such a failure to me. and we were so not prepared. So the whole workshop lasted less than 2hours. As we started late and the boys did not wanna play the games. And it's understood lah. HAIZ. i went home in less than an hour. So happy, cause we squeeze like mad in the bus and MRT. Felt so upset when i'm on my bed. Cause i had all the flashbacks during the workshop. And all the photos that we took does not hav us inside, though i dun like to take pics, but it's abit weird rite. OHWELLS. it's over. and sherry is so scared of going there again. However the others have e peserverance!! LOL, ok, i'm glad at least not everyone in my group said they dun wanna to go back again, if not i will really feel shit.

OnE hApPy DaY
8th July 2006 (Sat)
MOE Excel Fest @ Catholic High

Reach TVPS at 8am to help out for caligreaphy @ cath high for the excel fest. Was looking forward to this day because i will get to see some of my teachers soon. And as usual i dun wanna rot at home u know. Help to set up the booths and started to warm up by writing as i have not touch the brush for 5months?? Yah, so i was so malu, cause my skills have deprove so much. Oh yah, i've just make a new friend on the bus. Her name is Li Fang, Pri.5 this year. Quite fun to talk to ((: LALA, so after that saw Ivan and talked to him for a moment. contacted him a few days ago, and he wanted to bring me around his BIG BIG school. So most of the time i was slacking, walking around the school and most importantly having fun!! Took 50 over pictures. Shall post it here soon. And the sad thing is, i'm in none of the photos AGAIN!. HAHA.

Teachers that went: Mrs Loh (Huang Lao shi), Ms Ong, Mrs Boo, Ms Koh Siew Leng, Chen lao shi, li lao shi x2 (MY caligraphy Teachers!), Ms Chiang (P), Mr Haniff (VP), Mr Ow, Mr Chan, Mr Herman, Mdm Nor, Mrs Leong, Ms Chua, Mr Lim (boon hai). LOVE THEM LOADS

Friends i met: Ivan, Li Yuan (Linda), Amanda, Yvonne+Qiu Lin+Xi Wen+ Stacy, Shao Jie, Qian Hui, Zhi Yong. HAHA, very little. But it's better than nothing.

So i spent $0.45 that day for my transport, yet i got so many things back. Not only the gifts but a day to remmeber. Especially after yesterday. HAHA. Shall blog more after i upload the pics.

-peiwen-
She wants someone to love her

PS: in order to type this post, and do my class skit, i actually miss the show pirates and the caribbean+Ch U Movie. I'M SO ANGRY. So GONNA HATE MYSELF!